Open Sesame 06/04/16

"I ain't got no quarrel with them Viet Cong," he said, and then refused to go to the war. He would rather go to the prison. "So I'll go to jail, so what? We've been in jail for 400 years." He hurt people for a living, but he was not going to hurt people because some government told him to. "Shoot them for what? They never called me nigger. They never lynched me. They didn't put no dogs on me, they didn't rob me of my nationality, rape and kill my mother and father. Shoot them for what? How can I shoot them poor people? Just take me to jail." The white people called him a coward, but they were wrong. As Tim O'Brien, who declined the opportunity to slip over the border into Canada, but instead put on the uniform, once wrote: "I was a coward. I went to the war."

If everyone had done as did he, there would not have been enough room in the prisons to hold them all, and so they all would have been released. And there would have been no war. He is the only type of person to whom I ever have, or ever will say, "thank you for your service." In refusing to become a serial killer.

I don't like boxing, and so I never saw him fight. Except in clips in something like When We Were Kings. Where it was revealed that, among other things, he invented rap. My father watched on the television what I believe was then called Saturday Night At The Fights. But I didn't get it. Later, I fell in with some lawyers, who actually "owned" a boxer. One pestered me for years to go to a match, to try it out. So I did. He secured us seats right up front, so I sat there, and I opened myself to the experience. And I understood the appeal. But it's not for me. And I don't think it should be for anyone else, either. People are already hurt so much and so badly in this world, it's just sad to intentionally beat and brutalize one another as "sport." As Jim Sheridan's fighter Danny Flynn says, in The Boxer, as he drops his fists and climbs down out of the ring: "it's over."

He had a sophisticated understanding of the Devil. Which is that he is long dead. He told the tale in a gnomic passage towards the end of his gnomic novel Freddy's Book. Which is rendered below.

In his tent of skins, the magician sat tapping on the drum with the tips of his fingers. There was no one else in the tent except the child, kneeling beside the drum, black-eyed and beaver-faced, like the magician, watching intently as the three stones danced on the drumhead. One stone was black, the second stone was white, the normal_durer-the-knight-death-and-the-devil1513-copper-engraving_0.jpgthird was gray. All three had been formed in a reindeer's stomach. Lokk, lokk, lokk, sang the magician. His voice made hardly any sound. On the drumhead there were lines, most noticeably one running from east to west, painted in reindeer blood. Two stones, the black and the gray, were on the west side; the white was on the east.

The Devil sat enclosed in his wings, baffled. Even with his hands over his eyes he was blinded by the brightness. His cheeks were freezing cold. It dawned on him that he was weeping, the tears turning to ice.

Now the three stones on the stretched skin of the drumhead were perfectly balanced, the black on one side, the white on the other, the gray stone balanced on the line. The magician grinned, lost in his trance, mindless. Abruptly, impishly, the child reached out and struck the drum. The gray stone leaped eastward, as if by will. Lars-Goren, clinging to the ice that sheathed the Devil’s neck, seized his knife of bone.

Suddenly the Devil was seized with terror. He shaded his eyes with both hands, bending his head forward, trying to make out what it was that was wheeling around him. It was as if, for an instant, all existence had become one same thing, at the center of it a will, a blind force more selfish than the Devil himself, indomitable, too primitive for language, a creature of awesome stupidity, wild with ambition.

Something tickled his neck, a colder place on the coldness of his skin, and he raised his hand to swat at the annoyance, but then a voice came to his ears, and he hesitated. It was the voice of Bishop Brask. "Dreams! Illusions!" the bishop was shouting. "It's for yourself you do this, Lars-Goren. No one but yourself! Do you think they've elected you God, Lars-Goren? You're a tyrant! Mad as Tiberius! You'd kill them all as readily as you'd save them, you know it! And if killing proves fittest, then it's killing that will survive! How can you act, then, confronted by such knowledge?" The voice was full of joy and rage, a kind of cackling, crackling glee. It was as if the man's mind had gone as blank as the face of Bernt Notke's carved statue, decadent art in all its curls and swirls—ten thousand careful knife-cuts and a face more empty of emotion than the face of the world’s first carved-stone god. I repent me that I ever made man, thought the Devil. His ice-crusted eyebrows jittered upward.

Slowly, thoughtfully, he felt along his shoulder until he came to the bishop's little body, perched like a cockroach at the end of his collarbone. Almost gently, respectfully, he crushed it. Then he frowned. Had the bishop's loud crying, right there in his ear, been a trick of some kind? When he shook his head and tried to speak to himself, he understood that his throat had been cut.

"Whatever it may mean," said the old woman at the gate, "the Devil has been killed."

"Who'll tell the story?" said the child to the magician. "People should be told."

"Never mind," said the old man, smiling like a beaver. "For centuries and centuries no one will believe it, and then all at once it will be so obvious that only a fool would take the trouble to write it down."

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Please resize your photo so that it
doesn't cover the navigation
column on the right. Thanks.

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Only connect. - E.M. Forster

LIKE. A. BOSS.

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hecate's picture

watch The Jungle Book. 'Cause I wanna be like you.

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NCTim's picture

One of my past co-workers called me to have a couple beers. His mother-in-law had succumbed to ALS, and he offered to help us go to this. He made my day, because I really want to do that.

Have a good one!

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The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. - Friedrich Nietzsche -

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Good for you, and your former co-worker. Enjoy watching the wheels. ; )

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mimi's picture

which Schweinehund are they talking about?

Just asking.

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janis b's picture

I asked my daughter tonight whether she remembered Muhammed Ali ... thinking that because her parents (one german, and one american) were lovers of Ali, that she might. She said ...

"Of course I do! I still remember Papa's story about being so upset at Opi for catching him watching and not letting him finish watching his fight where he won against someone.. I forget who, but it was a big game! At least I think it was. “

I said to her … I knew you would … and it was Frazier. She was 5 years old.

Timeless ...

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janis b's picture

My math's not that good.

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hecate's picture

are second to all.

now if 6
turned out to be 9
i don't mind
i don't mind

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NCTim's picture

A fun movie.

We watched the movie and the light bulb went on. "Hey, that's Larry Carlton". He was the cracker in The Crusaders.

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The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. - Friedrich Nietzsche -

janis b's picture

It does look like fun.

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hecate's picture

Watch the third fight with Joe Frazier, in Manila. The two men nearly destroy each other. Ali admitted afterward that it was the "closest I've come to death." And Frazier, who despised Ali for mocking him, for calling him a gorilla and an Uncle Tom, said, "I hit him with punches that would have knocked a building down." Ali, who had won after Frazier's cornermen determined that he was too swollen, too blinded to go on, admitted that both he and Frazier were never the same after that third fight. "We went to Manila as champions, Joe and me, and we came back as old men," he said.

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janis b's picture

Thank you for the New Yorker link. It's interesting reading. And the photo of Ali is just beautiful.

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hecate's picture

people should watch it. ; / I included that passage as an illustration of how that "sport" involves people ending one another's lives.

I was glad The Kenyan included in his statement Ali's remark "I am America. I am the part you won't recognize. But get used to me. Black, confident, cocky; my name, not yours; my religion, not yours; my goals, my own; get used to me." That is his real legacy. Harbinger of a future that is now here, the one that so twists the undies of the people of The Hairball, there in the last throes of whiteness.

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janis b's picture

that makes more sense now. It just didn't fit with you, but I can sometimes be a little dense.

I want to read more about Ali. I think I will read The Greatest: My Own Story

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lotlizard's picture

Courage vs. cowardice

Perhaps we personally know someone who’s acted heroically. My brother Mark, father of my nephew Chase who was killed in Iraq in 2005, was at the beach, saw a man caught in an undertow, ran for the water, dove in, and pulled the swimmer to shore.

And it was Mark who said words so intensely brave I used them at a peace rally in D.C. The night before I was scheduled to speak, Mark called to tell me someone had approached and told him that Chase died protecting his country. Mark said, “No, Chase did not die protecting his country. The suicide bomber that killed Chase died protecting HIS country.” The next day, I stood before the crowd and relayed this, only this. That was my message, brief yet powerful.

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hecate's picture

should die for a country. Countries don't exist. It's fuckin' nuts. It's like dying for helium.

"Do you all come here from different places?"

"There are some here from Siberia, some from Lapland, and I can see one or two from Iceland."

"But don't they fight each other for the pasture?"

"Dear me, you are a silly," she said. "There are no boundaries among the geese. How can you have boundaries, if you fly? You humans would have to stop fighting, in the end, if you really took to the air."

"I like fighting," said the Wart. "It is knightly."

"Because," she said, "you're a baby."

—T.H. White, The Once and Future King
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riverlover's picture

by non-inuits. But I can be a heretic, and build some from my Marcellus shale to entertain my Cairn terrier. I have seen constructions by a female stone-worker that have arches and swirls, all constructed by hand. No mortar, that's for cheaters, let the stones speak. To each other. Home at last.

I have a large piece of quartz, now displayed on the raised septic tank access lid. I found that along my Military Lot Line, years ago, when stone rubble constructed the boundaries. I touch sections in two boundary lines. Someone sometime before put that quartz erratic on one line. I carried it home. My touchstone. Which I rarely do now. A lookstone. I search for cobbles in my woods, other glacial erratic probably from Quebec or Ontario, to place infill a gully at the end of my driveway, roundish stones, multi-colored, not so fine as to deserve a place under roof, somewhat disposable as they tend to wash away due to running water and a snowplow. Work in progress, that be pro-gress in my best Ontario accent.

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When I was young, I would sit in the rocking chair with my dad and listen the the Madison Square Garden fights with the announcer Angelo Dundee (?). I heard the fight that killed Benny Kid Parret. The next day in our newspaper was a syndicated editorial cartoon showing a gallery of famous portraits. An empty frame with his name under it, carried such a whallop, I could never again stand the sound of boxing gloves hitting a human.

I was twelve. My grandmother in NY would go to the fights. Short little Italian lady. We were on the West Coast removed from the family drama.

Sports that cause brain injuries and other permanent damage really need to be re thought in our society.

Thanks Hecate.

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"Fighters are just brutes that come to entertain the rich white people. Beat up on each other and break each other's noses, and bleed, and show off like two little monkeys for the crowd, killing each other for the crowd. And half the crowd is white. We're just like two slaves in that ring. The masters get two of us big old black slaves and let us fight it out while they bet: 'My slave can whup your slave.' That's what I see when I see two black people fighting."

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enhydra lutris's picture

"boxing", as opposed to fighting as they used to say. His students were reputed to be artists and not mere sluggers, and I generally agree. 3 come to mind, Archie Moore, Floyd Patterson, and Ali.

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Never saw Ali fight except in newclips, and then only occasionally. The notion of fighting with someone with the express intent on knocking them unconscious was abhorrent to me even at an early age. The few fights that were foisted onto me in grade school didn't go the way the bullies anticipated. I didn't adhere to Queensbury rules and kicked the shit out of my "opponent". I had to be pulled off him by his gang. After the second fight, I was never intimidated again.
My Bro was another matter. He got into rages for any number of reasons, would beat me senseless, and would only stop when my mom doused him with cold water. He punched holes in every door in the house, (behind which I was hiding.)

Both my parents knew the realities of war personally; my mom in France; my dad in the Pacific. My dad mailed his medals back to Johnson.

When it became my turn to kill people, I didn't register for the draft until I was 19&1/2, and I made sure I got a 4F. I've never regretted that decision. Just how I got the 4F is itself a long story and unless someone wants me to elaborate, I'll let it slip into oblivion.

My only other lasting contribution to humanity was saving a baby's life with the Heimlich Maneuver when it was choking on a toy. Another long story for another time.

Ali, despite his metier and because of his militancy, was an inspiration.

RIP

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hecate's picture

for your service.

Stories are always good to hear. ; )

My father had only one request regarding the handling of his remains. He didn't want any military chickenshit staining his grave.

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hecate's picture

As someone who’s Asian-American, all my life I've dealt with people who assume that I speak Chinese. The majority of times I get in a cab, one of the first questions from the driver will be, "Where are you from?" (And they're never satisfied when I say "Buffalo.") There was also that one time a woman held up some Japanese food and assumed I knew all about it because, well, just look at me.

When you look different, there's still an assumption that you're a bit foreign. Sure, you've lived in the United States your whole life and you're a citizen. Maybe you and your parents—or even grandparents—were born here. But you still must have ties to wherever your ancestors came from, because you're not white.

That type of behavior is no longer confined to random cab drivers or ignorant people on the street. It's now being pushed by the Republican Party's presumptive presidential nominee.

On Friday, Donald Trump continued to insist that Gonzalo Curiel, a federal judge, is "Mexican" and biased against him because of his plan to build a wall with Mexico. Curiel was born in Indiana to parents who emigrated from Mexico.

"He's a Mexican," Trump said of Curiel. "We're building a wall between here and Mexico."

These types of racial assumptions—that American citizens are more loyal to their country of heritage than the United States—drove fears of Japanese-Americans during World War II as well, which eventually led to the internment of about 120,000 people.

Trump, by the way, has said he's not sure whether he would have authorized internment camps because he wasn't "there at the time."

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enhydra lutris's picture

perfect relative to that, but also a tale of the southwest. He was, needless to say, "Mexican."

He had been a cabbie and picked up a fare at SFO who wished to go to downtown San Francisco - a moderately long drive. She told him where and that she was an officer in the DAR here for some DAR convention and then asked him where he was from --
Cabbie: "San Francisco"
DAR: "Well, where is your ffamily from?"
Cabbie: "San Francisco"
DAR: "NO, before that, originally?"
Cabbie: "Oh, you mean Mexico?"
DAR: "Yes, what part of Mexico?"
Cabbie: "San Francisco"

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Bisbonian's picture

Two broken ribs, and a twice broken nose, and several moments of unconsciousness.

I don't know why he did it...he had so many great qualities. He was certainly not a coward.

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"I’m a human being, first and foremost, and as such I’m for whoever and whatever benefits humanity as a whole.” —Malcolm X

Unabashed Liberal's picture

and because of the inherent dangers to one's health, no one in my family would have done it.

(Since, unlike marital arts, safety equipment isn't worn, except during training.)

Having said that, martial arts is a bit different (IMO), since safety is a major component. And, or course, it's normally taught as a mechanism for self-defense, as well as for the artistic side of it (Kata).

Mr M was a martial artist before the use of safety equipment was widespread (but not for too many years). He started studying it as a young teenager, and taught Karate at a large public university, after replacing his instructor when he graduated and moved on. He continued to do so, throughout grad school. His emphasis was on open-handed Kata, and Kata with weapons (nunchucks, etc.). It also happened to be what he excelled at.

He credits the development of self-discipline beginning at a young age, to his Karate training--at least, for him. I can say from personal experience--most expert martial artists (Black Belts) are not aggressive people. Indeed, most are quite the opposite.

(For instance, Mr M agonizes for days, if he thinks that he may have accidentally hit a squirrel driving, etc.)

Wink

As I said in another thread, 'Ali was the Greatest.'

Rest In Peace, Champ.

Mollie


"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."--Lao Tzu

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NYT obit mentions nothing. But Cassius Marcellus Clay claimed association of his family with Henry Clay who (I just looked it up) was buried in Lexington KY. I was kinda hoping for Cave Hill Cemetery in Louisville. Many famous dead interred there. They are city-bound, running out of space.

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in Louisville.

Here you go,

Ali died of septic shock; Louisville procession planned

Mollie


"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."--Lao Tzu

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I loved watching Ali fight because he was such a showman, with that Ali Shuffle, the great hand speed.

I went to see an actual card of boxing matches about 15 years ago. It was stupid. When you're right next to them it really is a couple of guys trying to beat up each other. Maybe the quality of the boxing made it worse. The one experience was enough for me.

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hecate's picture

are much better at it. And with better reason.

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There there are "martial arts." More brainless violence.

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are evolving:
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Hairball family reunion:
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Today's Betty Board:
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Still no results. Does it take that long to tear up the Bernie ballots and drop in more Hillary votes?

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Beware the bullshit factories.