Regarding c99% member "native".
native, who last posted here on Nov. 7, is our "ranchmate", having lived out here with us for years. On Nov. 17 he received a sudden and unexpected diagnosis of an untreatable metastasized cancer and has entered Home Hospice Care here at our home. He has declined very rapidly, is still conscious and somewhat coherent, but is mostly sleeping now.
native is at peace with his choice to refuse futile treatment and pass as quickly as he can and is in little pain or discomfort. We do not expect him to last another week.
(Update) 7:02
How fine it will be to relay these to native in the morning, when he has been most with us lately.
(Update) 7:15
I was just with native and spoke to him of all your good and kind thoughts towards him. His eyes lit up and he smiled in recognition and spoke thanks to you. I was blown away by his animation and delight and that he is still with us enough to hear you. Sadly the computer is not in his bedroom, but I think I will print out the whole thread tomorrow and read it to him.
(Update) Dec 1, 10:10am
What an amazing response from his friends here. I have printed out the (56) comment thread and will be reading it to native when he is next awake.
I appreciate all your thanks for the care native is receiving, but it has to be said that my partner, evelette, herself a cancer survivor and RN, is truly the primary caregiver and I merely serve as staff to her efforts and do what I can on the "physical plant" side of things here and provide a little muscle as needed.
(Update) 12:40 pm
native, or as we all called him here in meatspace, Lake, was awake for a while and I did indeed read him the comment thread. He listened with great interest to all your words, clearly moved to hear from you all. He heard the poetry you all sent and recognized some of your names, people he had been talking with here for years. This has meant much to him, and we thank you all for reaching out to help send him along peacefully. I wish I could share the light in his eyes as I was reading your thoughts to him. He heard you.
I will read more comments to him as they come and he is available to be with us.
Comments
Please tell him he is loved and respected.
Tell him he will not be forgotten and that he will be missed.
"We'll know our disinformation program is complete when everything the American public believes is false." ---- William Casey, CIA Director, 1981
@on the cusp thanks cusp, I let him
don't always believe what you think
Tell him he was one of our absolute best
posters and that it was a pleasure and an honor to read his posts. He is one of the BEST and brightest of us.
I'm tired of this back-slapping "Isn't humanity neat?" bullshit. We're a virus with shoes, okay? That's all we are. - Bill Hicks
Politics is the entertainment branch of industry. - Frank Zappa
@Amanda Matthews It's breaking my heart
"More for Gore or the son of a drug lord--None of the above, fuck it, cut the cord."
--Zack de la Rocha
"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver
I agree!
Do I hear the sound of guillotines being constructed?
“Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable." ~ President John F. Kennedy
He was so smart. So compassionate. So honest. Every time
he responded to one of my posts I felt a little privileged because i NEVER saw one thing of his that I disagreed with. And no matter the topic, he was never over-the-top or anything but always reasonable and rational.
He’s a total stranger (sort of) so why this makes me feel sad puzzles me in a way.
EDIT: typo. My phone has been acting squirrlier than ever since the IOS update. And then there’s my poor eyesite. People are lucky I don’t screw up more than I do.
I'm tired of this back-slapping "Isn't humanity neat?" bullshit. We're a virus with shoes, okay? That's all we are. - Bill Hicks
Politics is the entertainment branch of industry. - Frank Zappa
So true
Very sad news, claude...
Thank you for letting us know.
Please pass on our love from all of us here. He was one of my favorite posters and I'm sure all here will agree.
You are in our hearts and minds, native. May your journey be peaceful.
Yes, Claude,
thanks for doing this, letting us know what is happening, and passing all of this on to Native. What a compassionate service you are doing. I too will miss him, and agree with everyone here...he has been the most level headed, and always has great comments.
"I’m a human being, first and foremost, and as such I’m for whoever and whatever benefits humanity as a whole.” —Malcolm X
God Speed To Our Friend Native
We'll be losing one of our most respected and valued members.
Donnie The #ShitHole Douchebag. Fake Friend to the Working Class. Real Asshole.
@Citizen Of Earth Thanks, COE I'll let him
don't always believe what you think
thanks, JtC. I'll let him
thanks, JtC. I'll let him know
don't always believe what you think
bitter news
I am saddened at the impending loss of our friend, native.
I hope to hear from him personally at least once more before he passes, as I'm sure we all do.
I will miss him, his voice, his humor, and his wisdom.
May the Ultimate grant him Peace and a swift and easy passage to a better place!
claude, I thank you for this priceless service to your friend and to us. May the Ultimate grant you Peace also.
"US govt/military = bad. Russian govt/military = bad. Any politician wanting power = bad. Anyone wielding power = bad." --Shahryar
"All power corrupts absolutely!" -- thanatokephaloides
Oh, wow. :(
Everyone before me said what I'm thinking. Completely agree, too!
I'll just add, I hope I have his guts, and grace, when it's my time. Heartfelt respect, Native!
native is one of my favorite 99ers and kossacks
he's been a solid ally and friend for well over a decade. This news is devastating. Peace to you, dear native.
"Obama promised transparency, but Assange is the one who brought it."
One of my favorite commentors
here. He'll be sorely missed.
Only a fool lets someone else tell him who his enemy is. Assata Shakur
Oh, damn. . .
I can know native only through his comments on sites like this one. He is one of our best, our sharpest, our most luminous.
If there is anything that follows this earthly existence, I hope whoever is there is preparing a hearty welcome feast. They will be graced, as we have been.
Journey well, journey gently, native.
So sorry to hear this
native, fare thee well. Claude, you as well. And thank you.
Hey! my dear friends or soon-to-be's, JtC could use the donations to keep this site functioning for those of us who can still see the life preserver or flotsam in the water.
Such sad news
Please send my thoughts to native too. I enjoyed his insights here and on ToP.
Thanks for letting us know about this, Claude
I'm saddened to hear this, Claude. As
stated by others--he will be very much missed.
I am grateful, though, that he'll be able to pass in peace, pain-free, and with those who dearly love him, surrounding him.
The quote below by Indian Poet and Playwright, Rabindranath Tagore, has given comfort to us; I hope it may offer a little comfort to him, and to all of his friends and family,
"Death is not extinguishing the light; it is only putting out the lamp because the dawn has come."
Namaste, dear 'native.'
Mollie
Everyone thinks they have the best dog, and none of them are wrong.
I like native and consider him an ally
and a damned well-informed one at that. I'll miss him and his insights on foreign policy.
We wanted decent healthcare, a living wage and free college.
The Democrats gave us Biden and war instead.
I will miss his voice. His insight always helped me.
If there is time, please pass that along to him.
"More for Gore or the son of a drug lord--None of the above, fuck it, cut the cord."
--Zack de la Rocha
"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver
Damn that sucks
Gawd claims the good people early.
The evil fucks last forever
Very sorry to hear this news
Go peacefully dear native.
"You can't just leave those who created the problem in charge of the solution."---Tyree Scott
native is one of my favorite posters here
He had a depth of understanding of life and art that most of us were not privileged to have.
I am truly saddened to read that he is very ill.
I hope that you will convey to him how much I felt a kinship with his posts. Damn, this really hurts.
Best wishes to our dear friend native in his journey here and beyond.
Do I hear the sound of guillotines being constructed?
“Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable." ~ President John F. Kennedy
Take care, native.
I shall remember you fondly, and shall try not to mourn but to celebrate the life that was lived and shared with us.
I do not pretend I know what I do not know.
This is sad news. I enjoyed
This is sad news. I enjoyed reading native's posts.
Oh, no.
Please let him know his words have been priceless, that he has made a difference, and that I will look to him for inspiration ongoing. He has said things that have opened a unique perspective and created light, with a brilliant common sense, where there was darkness. Please let him know that I love him.
Linda Wood
May the wind be at your back, Native.
nt
Modern education is little more than toeing the line for the capitalist pigs.
Guerrilla Liberalism won't liberate the US or the world from the iron fist of capital.
Thankful for hospice and that he has good friends like you guys
To be there for him. Hugs to him and to you all.
A truth of the nuclear age/climate change: we can no longer have endless war and survive on this planet. Oh sh*t.
Oh man...
So sorry to hear this. Thanks for letting us know.
This shit is bananas.
I will miss him too . . .
Marilyn
"Make dirt, not war." eyo
Love You Man. You Have No Idea How Important Your Voice
has been to me.
“Tactics without strategy is the noise before defeat.” ~ Sun Tzu
sad news, claude...
i've always enjoyed native's posts, both here and at the gos. it was always a pleasure to read his insightful comments in the evening blues.
thank you for taking care of him and helping him to live out his life on his own terms, that is a wonderful gift.
i wish him peace and joy and, if it exists or can be made, life in a better place than this one.
I will miss his voice.
I know it's been said, but please tell him the following ~ I always learned something from him. I am grateful for the time I was able to interact with him here and at TOP.
I hope I have his courage if I'm ever faced with such a challenging decision. Find your peace.
I will miss reading your "voice."
"The “jumpers” reminded us that one day we will all face only one choice and that is how we will die, not how we will live." Chris Hedges on 9/11
I love that guy.
For his wit, insight, coherence, relevance, and sanity. Always worth reading what he says. Always eager to read it, actually.
May his journey see him well rewarded.
Orwell: Where's the omelette?
This is sad news indeed. I always enjoyed his posts. He will be
missed.
That, in its essence, is fascism--ownership of government by an individual, by a group, or by any other controlling private power. -- Franklin D. Roosevelt --
Go well dear native, in peace and love.
For those who haven’t seen another aspect of native’s artful contribution to life, have a look …
@janis b Thanks, janis. I really
"More for Gore or the son of a drug lord--None of the above, fuck it, cut the cord."
--Zack de la Rocha
"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver
@janis b Thank you Janis. I was
don't always believe what you think
Hi claude
The link to native’s art is included in his public profile at DKos, which is where I first saw it years ago. I enjoy his artwork and his thoughts about the process. I thought linking to it would add more dimension to a person all here felt great respect for. In reality though his written communication here, presented with such clarity and insight, in such a centred and respectful way was enough to have inspired the love and respect shown him here.
Thanks Janis
That helps to see what a good guy native is. Sending peaceful, good thoughts.
Beware the bullshit factories.
(No subject)
The current working assumption appears to be that our Shroedinger's Cat system is still alive. But what if we all suspect it's not, and the real problem is we just can't bring ourselves to open the box?
Thank you for the update,
and for the blessing and comfort you must be in his transition in life.
I, too, appreciate your updates, Claude. Also,
want to thank Janis for sharing native's website/artwork with our Community.
Mollie
Everyone thinks they have the best dog, and none of them are wrong.
Big Al here Native.
Love you man. We'll carry on for you. You can rest now.
Thanks for letting us get to know you.
That's beautiful Big Al.
Ditto, Janis. I was just typing,
"After all is said and done, think Big Al says it best."
Mollie
Everyone thinks they have the best dog, and none of them are wrong.
Love to you too Mollie,
for all that you contribute to the best of life.
Not sure it's a whole lot, but 'thank you,' Janis. :-)
Mollie
Everyone thinks they have the best dog, and none of them are wrong.
Well, at least for me
it is ; ).
Thank you janis,
You're welcome, and thank you.
I trust that native is in a place to absorb and reflect all the love he is receiving here and everywhere else he touched.
Thank you for being you, native.
You will be missed.
Peace.
Neither Russia nor China is our enemy.
Neither Iran nor Venezuela are threatening America.
Cuba is a dead horse, stop beating it.
Tell Native thanks for me - his diary
What is the nature of a "virtual community"? prompted me to take part in creating a more comprehensive community at C99.
Blessed be the caregiver and those in their care.
Still yourself, deep water can absorb many disturbances with minimal reaction.
--When the opening appears release yourself.
Terribly sad
and tragic news. Count me as another of the many that appreciated native's words and thoughts.
This is a wonderful tribute to a life well and fully lived.
Thank you all for these moments of acknowledgement. For me, it reinforces all that is really significant.
may god bless you.
must be good to know so many love you.
you had to earn that.
In these days of miracles
I'll hope for just one more for native.
I never knew that the term "Never Again" only pertained to
those born Jewish
"Antisemite used to be someone who didn't like Jews
now it's someone who Jews don't like"
Heard from Margaret Kimberley
Yes.
He is helping to create the miracle of World Peace. I too hope this for him.
I'll play a song for you at the session tonight, native
I love this one and will sing it tonight - "Lay Down Your Weary Tune"
Here's Tim O'Brien (and Stuart on fiddle)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMrUgTenC3A (3.5 min)
And three poems that speak to me...and perhaps to you and your fine friend Claude
“If I Should Die,” Emily Dickinson
If I should die,
And you should live,
And time should gurgle on,
And morn should beam,
And noon should burn,
As it has usual done;
If birds should build as early,
And bees as bustling go,–
One might depart at option
From enterprise below!
‘Tis sweet to know that stocks will stand
When we with daisies lie,
That commerce will continue,
And trades as briskly fly.
It make the parting tranquil
And keeps the soul serene,
That gentlemen so sprightly
Conduct the pleasing scene!
One more:
"And you as well must die,” Edna St. Vincent Millay
And you as well must die, belovèd dust,
And all your beauty stand you in no stead;
This flawless, vital hand, this perfect head,
This body of flame and steel, before the gust
Of Death, or under his autumnal frost,
Shall be as any leaf, be no less dead
Than the first leaf that fell,this wonder fled,
Altered, estranged, disintegrated, lost.
Nor shall my love avail you in your hour.
In spite of all my love, you will arise
Upon that day and wander down the air
Obscurely as the unattended flower,
It mattering not how beautiful you were,
Or how belovèd above all else that dies.
and one last poem:
“Death,” Rainer Maria Rilke
Before us great Death stands
Our fate held close within his quiet hands.
When with proud joy we lift Life’s red wine
To drink deep of the mystic shining cup
And ecstasy through all our being leaps—
Death bows his head and weeps.
“Until justice rolls down like water and righteousness like a mighty stream.”
The ability to hear is the last to go
My mother's passing, also with Hospice care, was a process of exceptional care and love. We brought her home for her last few days. When she arrived home and was told where she was and who was with her she smiled. She knew and understood.
Her last words had been spoken days before and her eyes had been open only briefly, sleeping almost constantly. But she was still there. Those of us with our feet firmly planted on this side of what we call life see a person transitioning at the end of their life in what looks to us to be deep sleep and assume that they are unaware. Not necessarily so. They can be very much present to their reality, both here and there, even if they appear to just be sleeping.
“ …and when we destroy nature, we diminish our capacity to sense the divine,and understand who God is, and what our own potential is and duties are as human beings.- RFK jr. 8/26/2024
Oh, native — you made our world wiser & a bit less lonely
Always felt gratitude reading your words. “I’m not alone; I’m not crazy or a Putin stooge. Ranchmate ‘native’ feels it and sees it too.”
Aloha, mahalo, farewell, G~dspeed.
I am saddened to receive this news.
I hold him in such high regard and have for years. Please pass along my love and appreciation. Thank you, claude.
This is the most beautiful poem I know about death, our common
destination:
On Death
Kahlil Gibran
You would know the secret of death.
But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life?
The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light.
If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life.
For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one.
In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of the beyond;
And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your heart dreams of spring.
Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity.
Your fear of death is but the trembling of the shepherd when he stands before the king whose hand is to be laid upon him in honour.
Is the shepherd not joyful beneath his trembling, that he shall wear the mark of the king?
Yet is he not more mindful of his trembling?
For what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun?
And what is it to cease breathing, but to free the breath from its restless tides, that it may rise and expand and seek God unencumbered?
Only when you drink from the river of silence shall you indeed sing.
And when you have reached the mountain top, then you shall begin to climb.
And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance.
--------------------------
To Native: Farewell, brother.
Damn it all.
I am truly saddened by this news.
"Just call me Hillbilly Dem(exit)."
-H/T to Wavey Davey
May we all be so lucky to have such a peaceful
end. Sleep peacefully, native. You go in peace when that time comes. Rec'd!!
Inner and Outer Space: the Final Frontiers.
Know for certain that if the goal is to acheive a state of
enlightenment that you make it. Love you.
Capitalism has always been the rule of the people by the oligarchs. You only have two choices, eliminate them or restrict their power.
Both the real and the virtual world
will be a little dimmer without him.
There is no justice. There can be no peace.
I wasn't present at
my mom's passing or my dad's passing. I was in Detroit for NN14 when my mom passed and didn't have the money to change flight itinary -bastids - and, I waited by my dad's hospital deathbed for two days when he decided to pass on day three while I was back at work. I hope you, Claude, get to witness native's passing. And I hope his ride is a smooth one. Peace for you both. I current reside in my parents' house, the one myself and six siblings grew up in, as the seven of us decide what to do with it. I sleep in my bedroom of 55 years ago. Strange, but the "vibe" is not the same. That is to say there is no vibe. It's as if none of us ever lived here, the house waiting for new blood, a new family to bring it back to life. And, I, too, now ready to move on to what's next.
the little things you can do are more valuable than the giant things you can't! - @thanatokephaloides. On Twitter @wink1radio. (-2.1) All about building progressive media.
So long, native
You will be missed by many, more than you know. Safe journey and clam waters on your journey to the other side.
This is sad to hear. Always enjoyed native's posts.
"Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable." - JFK | "The more I see of the moneyed peoples, the more I understand the guillotine." - G. B. Shaw Bernie/Tulsi 2020
Native, we somehow all found each other
At this place, at this time. Even though we have never physically met I feel a kinship with you and all I encounter here. You along with many others have shared with me wisdom and insight and I am so very grateful for that gift. A very heartfelt thank you and well wishes for a peaceful painless journey.
O.k. When is the next meeting for the revolution?
-FuturePassed on Sunday, November 25, 2018 10:22 p.m.
Endless hugs to native
Whenever I have not been at my best or grieving, the only thing that ever made me feel better, sometimes much better, were wordless hugs; there are some things for which there are no words, just empathy and sympathy conveyed with a gentle hug.
Toward that end, I send native endless gentle hugs and a painless passing as soft as butterfly wings floating on sunny warm breezes.
Thank you and separate endless gentle hugs to you and to evelette for your tender care. We should all be so lucky as to have compassionate and thoughtful people nearby when it is our time to go.
I believe in an America where the separation of church and state is absolute ..., where no church or church school is granted any public funds or political preference. — President John F. Kennedy, Houston, TX, 12 September 1960
Sadly I focus more on avatar
Sadly I focus more on avatar pics vs. screen names.
Was native that biologist? The older gentleman with glasses/bushy beard?
@Strife Delivery to see photos of native
http://schuylerlakepaintings.com/
to see photos of native and his paintings, visitdon't always believe what you think
@Strife Delivery One of his diaries was:
https://caucus99percent.com/content/what-nature-virtual-community
He didn't have an avatar.
"More for Gore or the son of a drug lord--None of the above, fuck it, cut the cord."
--Zack de la Rocha
"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver
@Cant Stop the Macedonian Signal
Wow, thanks for the link! A thought/discussion-provoker of an essay. Native has always been invaluable... In some circumstances and in certain ways, shit needs to be periodically stirred so that it can compost properly in order to produce things which are more useful than a smell, lol.
Personally, I felt that this part of Raggedy Ann's answer came close to what would have been my own, although her's was better-phrased then mine would have been:
And thought that mimi had an interesting analysis there, amid a variety of viewpoints of interest.
I always miss so much here, as it's often hard to keep up on the essays, lol, and I'm glad to have had the opportunity to have read that one.
Psychopathy is not a political position, whether labeled 'conservatism', 'centrism' or 'left'.
A tin labeled 'coffee' may be a can of worms or pathology identified by a lack of empathy/willingness to harm others to achieve personal desires.
Walking this online path with you, native, rewarded
us for years; your kindness and keen perceptions helping steer the community towards a better path. Your investment will continue to walk on until we all find peace.
Hugs!
Saddened by this news
Native's voice was always one I looked forward to reading.
Your work here on this earth was noble and true. Peaceful passing my friend.
Nam Myoho Renge Kyo
There is always Music amongst the trees in the Garden, but our hearts must be very quiet to hear it. ~ Minnie Aumonier
I'd wondered where native was
I'd wondered where native was - am very glad that he has the loving care that he does, to ease his way.
Please, let him know that he will always live on here, in his influence, in our hearts and in the gap where his voice and perspective should be.
Parts of this song are close enough, I hope, to say something of what I lack words for. Please tell native for me that he shines on, and that his glow will outlast all of our lives.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clsBpAoWIC0
Hugs to all, with my gratitude to Claude and Evelette for the caring and the post to let us know and to native for my having been lucky enough to read and appreciate his work. Lake has deep waters, indeed.
Psychopathy is not a political position, whether labeled 'conservatism', 'centrism' or 'left'.
A tin labeled 'coffee' may be a can of worms or pathology identified by a lack of empathy/willingness to harm others to achieve personal desires.
Ain’t read it yet,
I hope you kicked the Fuck out of your Jams while you could!
It never ends well-otherwise it wouldn’t end!
Rage with Love in the Netherworld!
peace
Ya got to be a Spirit, cain't be no Ghost. . .
Explain Bldg #7. . . still waiting. . .
If you’ve ever wondered whether you would have complied in 1930’s Germany,
Now you know. . .
sign at protest march
after all the right words have been said by all of you,
which made me hesitate saying anything on top of it, you made me re-read some of native's comments. And I want to say good-bye to him using his own words, which made me smile and nodding in agreement and respect very much.
Let him know please, claude, that I looked under my bed, and found exactly what he was predicting to find there.
Who ISN'T a Russian patsy?
@MrWebster
Check under the sofa -- they're everywhere!
Native also saw this:
and this:
and finally this one:
You have been proven right more than we could know. Kudos to your searches for proofs. That's what we needed. And you gave your best to offer it.
I had in my life during the last 20 years five on and off loved ones dying. And I wasn't physically present during their passing. Especially for the death of my mother I regret so much to have not been able to hold her hand while she was going to the other side.
I think many here would love to hold your hand, native, if you hear me, and I hope that you might just feel our virtual tenderly hand-squeezing. I wished you could tell us what you see on that other side. We have to be patient to follow you there to know it all.
Thanks for everything.
https://www.euronews.com/live
These comments showed us native’s way
I would characterize them as fluorescent as opposed to incandescent: shedding light as opposed to heat.
"Please clap." -- Jeb Bush
@Outsourcing Is Treason
A perfect choice of characterization for a leading light.
Psychopathy is not a political position, whether labeled 'conservatism', 'centrism' or 'left'.
A tin labeled 'coffee' may be a can of worms or pathology identified by a lack of empathy/willingness to harm others to achieve personal desires.
My love and respect to you
Lake, I've just heard the news. I haven't been around these parts for a while, but I have missed you. One of my fondest memories was of meeting you in Albuquerque and enjoying the images of your art you sent.
Be at peace and in comfort. I am a better person for having known you, and thank you from the bottom of my heart. You are a part of more of us than you'll likely ever know.
Please help support caucus99percent!
All the best to Native.
I remember waving goodbye to my grandmother in her hospital bed, c. 1968, not knowing what brain cancer was, aged 5.
Good luck and god speed.
Gëzuar!!
from a reasonably stable genius.
i
think over again my small adventures
my fears
those small ones that seemed so big
for all the vital things
i had to get and to reach
and yet there is only one great thing
the only thing
to live to see the great day that dawns
and the light that fills the world