My Name is Al, and I'm a Genocidal Maniac

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I wanted to write something but I didn't know what to write. So I thought I'd just write. It's like when you have so many fucking chores to do you don't know what to do first so you crack a beer, sit at your computer, and read deep political opinion essays.

Or you might do something else, that was just an example of what people commonly do when they have too many chores.

I'm at a point, getting older, I'm getting tired of ranting and raving about these fuckers that are ruling us. I want to do something about it. Ok, let's think about that since I'm just writing without aim. "Ruling us".

There are people that are ruling us. Let me check the definition, one sec.

"exercise ultimate power or authority over an area or people."

Considering we don't have a say in a damn thing nationally (as opposed to the 28 states with direct democracy processes), I'd say that fits pretty well our situation as Serfs of the United States of Genocidal Maniacs.

Did you know you were a genocidal maniac?

Maybe, just maybe, that's the key. If we can convince enough people that we're all genocidal maniacs, maybe that could effect a national introspection. The national introspection would enable us to come to terms with our past crimes against humanity, stop our current crimes against humanity, and move toward an historical era of human enlightenment which would not only transform this country but the entire world. Americans could stop hanging their sorry heads knowing their sins have been forgiven. We could "go and sin no more". Everybody else could breath easy knowing their crazy uncle will no longer be coming to Christmas dinner.

I believe that is the way forward. The efficacy of such an approach has been well documented in treating alcohol and drug abuse. Admitting you have a problem is the first step to solving the problem.

I'll start and hope many will follow.

"Hello, I'm Al and I'm a genocidal maniac."

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I'm a genocidal maniac.

Christ - actually typing that out was far more powerful than just thinking it and way more powerful than I expected.

O-kay, now . . . I want to stop murdering.

This is like stepping over the damn Rubicon, and now I'm standing here in all my naked infamy. I'll never get clean of the blood I'm drenched in, and I don't want to be.

There's work to be done, Al. I stretch out my hand across these miles - let's get to it!

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@dancingrabbit Ya, there's work to do, glad to join together. We're getting closer.

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I too am a genocidal maniac.
I have come to recognize a higher power deep state greater than myself.

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I’m torn. When I say to myself that, “I am a genocidal maniac”, I freeze. Then I ask myself “why do I freeze?”. My next thought is I freeze because I cringe at the thought of accepting responsibility for what is seemingly beyond my capacity to change. But, there is much value in considering its utterance, and taking responsibility for making up for the genocidal nature of America.

Thanks.

[video:https://youtu.be/HbzIi7zRQN0]

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Pluto's Republic's picture

I know this one too well:

...when you have so many fucking chores to do you don't know what to do first so you crack a beer, sit at your computer, and read deep political opinion essays.

[Edited addition]

As for the rest:

I often find myself contemplating the fact that the New World (North and South America) was really new. Humans didn't arrive until about 50-75,000 years ago and then the door melted shut. The people became the native Americans. The Old World (The Eastern Hemisphere) was really old. In different populated corners of it, the people stayed put and physically evolved into indigenous races.

Until one day, very, very recently — less than 500 years ago — the indigenous white people of Europe invented the gun. That changed everything. They got on boats with their guns in search of riches. It was then that the international murder-sprees began, and they have never let up. The brown people of the world were doomed. All of their nations were invaded by white people who were roaming the planet, bristling with guns.

A long time ago it came to me that there are some big things (lessons, concepts, systems, ways of being) that cannot be taught. Those things can only be learned. And the learning dawns like an enlightenment or sudden profound recognition. And one sees that it was always sitting there in plain site.

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IMAGINE if you woke up the day after a US Presidential Election and headlines around the the world blared, "The Majority of Americans Refused to Vote in US Presidential Election! What Does this Mean?"
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@Pluto's Republic

Maybe have a laugh at the absurdity of it all.

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@Pluto's Republic

the concept of ‘staying put’ in one place for a great length of time. I can appreciate the advantage of a timeless familiarity with one’s environment and the intimacy it achieves. I can also imagine that going in search of the new and undiscovered, armed with curiosity rather than guns, would have been to our greater advantage. Unfortunately, that endeavour was largely motivated by avarice. How do we now compensate for that?

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@janis b I do not want to represent genocidal maniacs. Scylla and Charybdis time.Early explorers brought guns and smallpox. Latter moved faster than guns.

I may have to find one of the local Peace groups, once my foot has healed. Is that personal atonement?

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Hey! my dear friends or soon-to-be's, JtC could use the donations to keep this site functioning for those of us who can still see the life preserver or flotsam in the water.

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@riverlover Just standing there on the street corner with a sign is not particularly fulfilling.

The real value to me personally was having the conversations with a wide range of people, including many self described conservatives. I am not sure that is atonement, but it makes me feel like I am doing something positive by trying to educate people about what is really going on since our MSM refuses to do so.

I should probably write an essay on what I found is the best approach to initiating a productive conversation, based upon my own experiences. But basically, we should be very careful to avoid judgmentalism and preaching. I found that even avowed conservatives will listen when I talk about how much all of this is costing the tax payers.

I have told Al that I am seriously considering restarting the Peace vigil as a group of one. This is going to be a lot more difficult than having a small group of us and a friendly dog to break the ice. I am thinking about writing up a fact sheet with links to hand out so that folks can check it out for themselves.

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Do I hear the sound of guillotines being constructed?

“Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable." ~ President John F. Kennedy

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@gulfgal98

...converting RWNJ's."

I originally wrote it over on TOP but not sure if I migrated it here, let me check real quick.

Yep, I did back in May of last year. Didn't get many eyes on it, must have been during a slow period so I will relink it here.

If you get a chance please check it out and let me know what you think. Maybe I should update it if with the change in circumstances since I put it together require any changes. I will have to re-read it. Smile

Hope you enjoy it and if you have any tips or suggestions that I may have missed please let me know. Smile

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"I used to vote Republican & Democrat, I also used to shit my pants. Eventually I got smart enough to stop doing both things." -Me

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@riverlover

I think saying “sorry” does work when it’s meant with sincerity, and the reasons clearly acknowledged.

I think you’d be a great addition to a peace group, which would benefit all. I wish you a good and timely healing.

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@riverlover with David Swanson's group or maybe start a chapter. He works tirelessly for peace.

http://warisacrime.org/blog/1568

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dfarrah

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@Pluto's Republic

"Guns, Germs and Steel"

It's about that theory, how exactly and particularly were the Europeans able to dominate and subjugate brown indigenous cultures all over the world. Fascinating.

From his website about the book, "GUNS, GERMS, AND STEEL: THE FATES OF HUMAN SOCIETIES"

Guns, Germs, and Steel seek to answer the biggest question of post-Ice-Age human history: why Eurasian peoples, rather than peoples of other continents, became the ones to develop the ingredients of power (guns, germs, and steel) and to expand around the world. An extraterrestrial being visiting the Earth 14,000 years ago could have been forgiven for failing to predict this outcome, because the human populations of other continents apparently also possessed advantages....

My own interest in this question became rekindled by my experiences in New Guinea over the last 50 years. When I arrived in New Guinea for the first time, it became clear to me almost immediately that New Guineans are curious, questioning, talkative people with complex languages and social relationships, on the average at least as intelligent as Europeans and Americans....Eventually, a New Guinean named Yali, in the course of a long conversation with me about birds and volcanoes and my work and other things, asked me the question directly: “Why is it that you white people developed so much cargo [i.e., steel tools and other products of civilization] and brought it to New Guinea, but we black people had little cargo of our own?” Despite the obviousness of Yali’s question, I didn’t know how to answer him. It took me 25 years until I was ready to offer an answer, in Guns, Germs, and Steel.

The answer depends on a synthesis of four bodies of information, in the fields of social science, botany, zoology, and microbiology, applied to findings of archaeology, linguistics, and human genetics. Many social scientists have studied the development of complex societies around the world, and the emergence of technology, writing, centralized government, economic specialization, and social stratification. The conclusion of social scientists is that all of these developments required sedentary populous societies producing storable food surpluses capable of feeding not only the food producers themselves, but also capable of feeding full-time political leaders, merchants, scribes, and technology specialists. Until 11,000 years ago, all people everywhere on Earth were hunter/gatherers, living at modest population densities because the hunter/gatherer lifestyle yields only modest food quantities and little or no storable food surpluses. (Some hunter/gatherers in especially productive environments became semi-sedentary and developed chiefs, but no hunter/gatherers went as far as developing kings, metal tools, or writing). Beginning 11,000 years ago, it was the rise of food production (agriculture and herding), yielding 100 to 1,000 times more food per acre than the hunter/gatherer lifestyle, that fueled the rise of sedentary populous societies with storable food surpluses and all of their consequences. That’s the first step in answering Yali’s question.

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"If I should ever die, God forbid, let this be my epitaph:

THE ONLY PROOF HE NEEDED
FOR THE EXISTENCE OF GOD
WAS MUSIC"

- Kurt Vonnegut

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@Mark from Queens
now destroying the earth.

I think Gaia is only at an intermediate stage in her evolution. Homo sapiens sapiens will eventually be superseded by the higher animals which only use the cargo they need, not the cargo they want.

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@Mark from Queens

In Joseph Needham's multi-volume Science and Civilisation in China we discover that the Chinese invented and acquired all of that (including guns and a vast navy) hundreds if not a thousand years earlier than Europeans. But being the Chinese, they decided to throw it all away, for it lead to adventurism. To them, that seemed pointless since China was the center of the world already: The Middle Kingdom. There was no place that offered more. China has never embarked on invasions. (Nor has Persia [Iran], for that matter.) Yet the US is nuking up right now against the imaginary threat of them.

(Border skirmishes are not the same thing as roaming the world murdering native populations and stealing their resources.)

The people indigenous to Europe, aka white people, project themselves and their greed and motives onto others. They think that foreign people want the same kinds of things they do and are eager to commit global genocide to get them, like they are.

That's probably the psychological root of the problem the world faces. The Vikings, the Hell's Angels, and the Pentagon all have something in common: They're white. They're fine if you keep them at home, barefoot and pregnant, but they should never be issued passports.

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IMAGINE if you woke up the day after a US Presidential Election and headlines around the the world blared, "The Majority of Americans Refused to Vote in US Presidential Election! What Does this Mean?"
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a genocial maniac, when your father's generation sacrificed so many lives to stop another genocidal maniacally infected people from killing those non-maniacally inclined? Don't betray your father's sacrifices they were forced to make by maniacally challenged political idiots.

HI, I am the maniacal pardoner of genocidal manicas. "My folks' needed those a lot. So, I know what I am talking about.

Let's have a beer with that, ok? From one maniac to the other. Tab is on me, the "Kneipe" is your choice.
Drinks

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@mimi
are you saying you are not a genocidal maniac? That can't be. Let's have a vodka with that. Putin gets so angry, I need to get drunk.

Проста!

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@mimi

since I am sometimes hopelessly deficient in snark intelligence. I guess I need to add to my chores ...

- Don't be too serious.

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@mimi More like sarcasm, with a shot of vodka.

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@Big Al
and I thought you were serious and I wanted to lighten up the seriousness of the issue. Then I saw the snark tag I wondered why you added it. So, I tried to make a joke thinking about how angry Putin is now with you as you didn't meant it seriously with admitting your genocidal maniacity.

I agree with you and gulfgal, but think one shouldn't be too sarcastic and not too depressed and may I suggest Bommerlunder - The clear, cool spirit from the North instead of Vodka? We can also sing with it together "German-style"
[video:https://youtu.be/FWXDxVhLjNE]

Remember when I do the /s tag it means in German /seriously. Yes 3

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If you're gonna go all twelve step on me, bring it on. Ha ha just kidding. Sit down.

I am not, nor will I ever be a genocidal maniac. I do my best to disassociate from that way of thinking. First "step" done long long time ago:

admitting that one cannot control one's alcoholism, addiction or compulsion

uh-huh let it go, be the water not the rock. Blah blah blah. Every program is a cult, that's how it seems to me. Jump right to Step 4, that's the hard one I think.

Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.

Thanks for writing for peace Big Al. Thanks a lot.
Peace & Love

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@eyo According to the media he is the highest power in the world.

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"You can't just leave those who created the problem in charge of the solution."---Tyree Scott

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maniac. I am very serious.

I know you have a snark tag attached to your essay, but it is the reality in which we now live. So many of us feel powerless to stop it, so we ignore it. Our history and our present can no longer be ignored.

There are sins of commission and sins of omission. While few of us have been on the front lines of the war machine that is the United States, far too many of us are content to sit back and ignore the death and devastation that has come to far too many people in our own land and overseas. Every American citizen must accept responsibility for what the government is doing in our names.

Once we all begin to realize that we all carry the burden of the killing that our government continues to do, the sooner we can dismantle this immoral war machine.

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Do I hear the sound of guillotines being constructed?

“Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable." ~ President John F. Kennedy

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@gulfgal98 This song comes to mind.

[video:https://youtu.be/skeHO0V6-mM]

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@gulfgal98 about the fact that I do nothing to stop the war machine.

How in the world do we get rid of the psychos who run it?

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dfarrah

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if instead of that million dollar drone, what if we sent a million dollars of food and water purifying equipment? If we would spend a fraction of the money on peaceful pursuits, I believe we could cultivate peace. One thing is for sure....you can't bomb your way to peace. I wish we would digest that!

Lots of antiwar activities to participate with....
http://worldbeyondwar.org/eventsforWBW/

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“Until justice rolls down like water and righteousness like a mighty stream.”

OMG, where would I begin? I would start by sending all of the real genocidal maniacs, anti-science, anti-intellectual, and greedy pigs to Texas, which I would kick out of the US along with a few other states. Talk about a purity test for entry into my kingdom, boy would I have one.

BTW: New TYT reporting staff: David Sirota, Jonathan Thomas Larsen, and Dylan Ratigan! I think they hired Shawn King too. All the wages are crowd sourced funded. In less than their 60-day time limit, they raised 1.5 mil of a 2 mil goal. This is separate and above the money they are raising for the Justice Democrats. I know you are skeptical of Cenk and TYT, but he has no love for the Democrats even though he still believes (ed) in the lesser of evil voting strategy. I'm waiting a bit and watching. I'm for anything that will either change or blow up the two party system into something that even resembles a direct democracy, which isn't doing too well in the states either, btw. One-party GOP rule by the unrulable is undermining and circumventing the referendum process in captured and held hostage states.

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"Religion is what keeps the poor from murdering the rich."--Napoleon

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The first step...
Hi..I'm Dave and I'm a genocidal maniac.

Whew there I said it...

But I'm filled with a sense of pessimism. Then bam this song hit me...

This song from 1968....enjoy

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I want a Pony!

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You are a genocidal maniac.

So there.

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Prof: Nancy! I’m going to Greece!
Nancy: And swim the English Channel?
Prof: No. No. To ancient Greece where burning Sapho stood beside the wine dark sea. Wa de do da! Nancy, I’ve invented a time machine!

Firesign Theater

Stop the War!

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@EdMass So there. Smile

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I meant this as a snarky remark ala "we are all Georgians now" but as we all know, it's not really snark. I admit I didn't know a lot of the history of this country until a couple of years ago, meaning the corruption and all the wars of conquest. I know I'm not genocidal myself but this country makes me ashamed now that I know more, and I'm sure I've just scratched the surface in many ways.

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Only a fool lets someone else tell him who his enemy is. Assata Shakur

Mine are piling up, which is why I'm here too.

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Beware the bullshit factories.