Rants, Muses, Books & Music (and Some Cooking Too).

It's good to see you. Come on in, leave your shoes in the hallway, we've got fire on the stove preparing lunch for later. In the meantime, browse the bookshelves and plunk down on the sofa with one, or pick out some tunes from the music library or come in to the kitchen to help with the cooking. Our special blend of tea is steeping and will be right up.

Make yourself at home...

We took off early yesterday morning for the beaches at the southern end of Queens, which happen to be just past Kennedy Airport. The ocean beaches there include the one cited by beloved, local punk rock progenitors The Ramones, the uniformly black leather jacket & torn blue jeans-wearing rouges who famously recalled in one of their most well-known, under 2 minute, songs, the wonderful bygone, fun days spent in the communal act of hitchhiking there as kids. There are only two ways to drive to Rockaway Beach from within New York City and both ways require tolls. We went the way that takes you through a very, and I mean very, narrow stretch of land, by a very small hamlet known as Broad Channel. It’s literally a tiny island in the middle of Jamaica Bay.

There’s no way of mistaking being on Broad Channel Island, even if only passing through as most are, on your way to the beaches. Holiday or no holiday, I’ve never before seen so many American flags in one place in my life. Literally, every 15-20ft or so on the main thoroughfare a flag is hung either from a utility pole or home; it as if the municipality has written it into its civic code.

As we drove to and from the beach I noticed on every side street, which are not longer than two blocks in either direction before you’re at water’s edge, that there were flags in neat rows down the entire length of those streets too. Officially the population is 3,000. But it seems like less than half of that, it's so small. The population, however many there really are, is known regionally as being predominately compromised of firefighters and cops. And as it goes the traditionally heavily Irish town is pretty parochial-minded out there.

It eventually struck me as sadly ironic, after my initial feeling was to inveigh against the gauntlet of full frontal fascism blaring like a stuck car horn. A lifetime of nationalistic propaganda, conditioning those not given to deeper engagement with politics or history, to have unconditional allegiance to their country - even when they've been abandoned in their hour of need.

That's because whenever I’m down this way, which is only enroute to the beach, I recall the experience of driving my supply-packed van there as part of an activist-led relief effort after Hurricane Sandy hit in October of 2012. The streets we were passing on this hot July morning looked much differently than then. Small boats were strewn all around, crashed up into houses or flipped upside down; mattresses, dressers, and sports trophies piled in heaps and signs pleading for help from FEMA - all just a few feet from the road on which we were passing yesterday on our way to the Rockaways.

I’m sure many of the folks there, and especially those where we ended up staged on the Rockaways near Breezy Point, another similar marine outpost in Queens with similar demographics, will not soon forget the Occupy-led effort of which we were a part, if they are honest with themselves. Besides the hurricane, Breezy Point was also devastated by a horrendous sweeping fire that claimed 80 homes, which is almost half of the entire residences on the peninsula.

It was there that I had an activist epiphany, the lesson of which I’ll never forget.

After we made a delivery to a designated spot that other activists had organized (the regional effort, which spanned also to the Jersey Shore and Staten Island, was soon thereafter to be referred to as Occupy Sandy) we drove around the twisted wreckage of the ocean beachfront area. I was walking with a half dozen other Occupy activists when we came upon local residents still in the process of clean up. Entire homes’ water-logged and filthy contents were piled up 8 feet high in front of the abandoned husks to which they were now reduced. We also noticed there were other activists already there on the block, knocking on doors asking what they could do. Amazingly, we were to find out, that even though it was a couple of or a few days later, there still hadn’t been any official City administrators or relief people to make it their areas yet.

We were told, by a couple of residents on such a devastated block we visited, that, we, Occupy activists, were the first people they’d seen from outside. This was inadvertently confirmed moments later when a man wearing an official “Office of the Mayor of NYC” approached us and asked for our help in distributing supplies. I couldn't believe what I was hearing, but it ultimately made sense. He admitted to our group that basically we had already demonstrated to have the infrastructure or channels with which to facilitate the dispersal of supplies that were now piling up at a depot the City was overseeing. He then handed us his business card with his cell phone number. It was a surreal and proud moment for all of us activists who answered the call in our locality, 20 miles away and organized by a woman Socialist activist in conjunction with Occupy folks and the local library.

Most of all, however, the takeaway for me was that it was a deep and penetrating lesson about the strength and power of activist movements, the whole experience a light bulb moment of the Bakunin/Kropotkin model of “mutual aid” brought to life, from out of the pages of anarcho-socialism and into the streets of devastated New York City. When there was serious crisis, we saw firsthand that it was organized people who were the first on the scene and were able to nimbly respond to the immediate matter at hand, which was to simply get into people’s hands the life-preserving necessities, such as bottled, water, baby food, canned food, batteries, clothes, blankets, etc., unencumbered from the often byzantine bureaucracy of government protocol.
I’ll have to write the whole story up some time.

So it’s a bittersweet thing whenever I pass all those flags a-waving, which is ostensibly a signal to all and sundry that "this is our home and we have great fealty to this great land of the Stars and Stripes and everything it stands for." This has got me wondering now: how many flags are flying today in the Ninth Ward of New Orleans, or in Ferguson, or Baltimore? Sadly, I'd bet there are at least a few, maybe more.

The mythology, inscribed in all Americans from the moment they’re placed into the indoctrination centers otherwise known as the public school system, doesn’t die easy. Even when after your home is blown away and have no roof to gather under, nor food or running water or lights, no one from your government arrives in your neighborhood to help pick up the pieces and sort you out. Personally the more I ruminate on all that the flag has come to mean to me, from blind allegiance (“pledging” is a requirement in kindergarten), to xenophobic nationalism, to a fealty that lies in the twin engines of American Exceptionalism and the American Dream™ and co-opted by all the major sports industries - the more I loathe it completely.

Our salvation will always rest with the People, in recognition of the humanity and dignity in each other with no exceptions, and not the State, which, as long as it is beholden to Big Money for its campaigns, will be nothing more than a front for the global financial elites who render the elections a charade and don’t give a shit about either People or the State. We the People and the Flag are merely functionary pathways to endless, greed profiteering at the expense of all of us.

Back in the kitchen we're listening to:

Manic Street Preachers "This Is My Truth Tell Me Yours"

(the single, "If You Tolerate This Then Your Children Will Be Next," was put to a moving video compilation honoring the Socialist and Anarchist rebels of the Spanish Civil War. The Wiki entry gives this:

The song's theme is taken from the Spanish Civil War, and the idealism of Welsh volunteers who joined the left-wing International Brigades fighting for the Spanish Republic against Francisco Franco's military rebels. The song takes its name from a Republican poster of the time, displaying a photograph of a young child killed by the Nationalists under a sky of bombers with the stark warning "If you tolerate this, your children will be next" written at the bottom.[2]

Various works on the Spanish Civil War were the inspiration for this song, and certain lyrics pertain directly to these works. For example, the line "If I can shoot rabbits/then I can shoot fascists" is attributed to a remark made by a man who signed up with the Republican fighters to his brother in an interview years later. This was originally quoted in the book Miners Against Fascism by Hywel Francis. Another work George Orwell's first-hand account, "Homage to Catalonia". "I've walked Las Ramblas/but not with real intent" brings to mind the account in Orwell's book of fighting on the Ramblas, with the various factions seemingly getting nowhere, with the fighting and often a sense of camaraderie overriding the vaunted principles each side was supposed to be fighting for. Nicky Wire has also acknowledged that he was also inspired by a song by The Clash, "Spanish Bombs", which has a similar subject.[3]

"If You Tolerate This Then Your Children Will Be Next"

Please see C99 member JekyllnHyde's brilliant series on the Spanish Civil War, including "Fighting Fascism: "When Courage Goes Unrewarded" (Part I) and "Fighting Fascism: "When Courage Goes Unrewarded" (Part II))

Reading/Browsing List:
"Memoirs Of A Revolutionist" Peter Kropotkin
"Lobotomy: Surviving The Ramones" by Dee Ramone, Veronica Kofman and Legs McNeil
"Heretics & Hellraisers: Women Contributors to The Masses, 1911-1917" Margaret C. Jones

Garlic Scape Pesto
(It's that time of year (here at least) when you can luck upon those wonderful long green, fibrous, curly-cued garlic sprouts.

Man, if you haven't ever had them get ready to have your mind blown.)

Coarsely chop the long stems and add to the food processor, along with walnuts or pine nuts, salt and pepper, drizzling olive oil all the while. Maybe take extra pulsing and a little water to get the fiber to become fine.

Add to pasta or as a spread on sandwiches.

Lemongrass Chai Blend

heaping scoop of dried Thai lemongrass
shards of cinnamon bark
a few cardamom pods
a few black peppercorns
A few cloves
fresh chopped ginger

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orlbucfan's picture

Another great (and oh-so-true) diary read for a holiday Tuesday. No July 4th plans at our casa. Daily t-storms with very intense lightning--no thanks, not going out in those conditions. Been there, done that plenty in my younger/agile years. LOL.

Linked to Steppenwolf's Monster tune below. It's a long one, but very appropriate in this day and age as it describes this country's decline. The lyrics are more true now than they were 50-so years ago. It's the reason why I haven't felt patriotic in decades.

https://youtu.be/Sk3sURDS4IA

Actually, I never really was die-hard patriotic. I am a book fanatic, and loved genuine world history as a little kid. Still do. So, I didn't consider this country "exceptional." Just a few thoughts. You guys enjoy, and keep an eye on that little guy of yours! Smile Rec'd!!

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Inner and Outer Space: the Final Frontiers.

riverlover's picture

@orlbucfan that I was born in the USA and not in Poland or the USSR. I got over it, for the most part. But I can't imagine being born anywhere else. Guilty of that.

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Hey! my dear friends or soon-to-be's, JtC could use the donations to keep this site functioning for those of us who can still see the life preserver or flotsam in the water.

mimi's picture

@riverlover
and my sister neither. I tried to get away with being a Swedish girl in France and my sister pretended to be from Denmark in England during the mid to late sixties.

It's only in the last ten to fifteen years that I became aware that our guilt and shame feelings were cuddled and used by some non Germans. I also realized that I am not as fast or easy to be manipulated to hate someone. May be I was lucky to not have suffered too much under hatefull oppression. May be because there was so much scepticism everywhere around us.

Nevertheless consistant hateful bashing of some groups or persons versus the other is something I have a default reaction to and doubt those, who engage in such. (including sometimes here)

Mass hysteria, flags all over etc... well I remember when in my first job in West Berlin a co-worker explained to me how the flags of the Third Reich left over from wwII with their swastika still in there, were "repaired" and the swastikas cut out and replaced with hammer and sickle tissue pieces inserted in the cut-out holes. That was an old guy who had seen it all, mostly silent, but he was also the only one who told us that it was impossible for the Germans to not have known of the transports of the Jewish Germans into the slave labor cmaps (as they believed that they were before they knew about the gas chambers). He saw them regularly. Trucks in Berlin, where Jews were pushed into and brougt to the train stations where they were sorted into cattle wagons.

Another old lady a co-worker just described how she stepped over the corpses laying around dead after the Berlin bombardments. She always stopped after two sentences. People who have witnessed in person horrible stuff, are not the ones, who use their experiences to voice them years later for intentional manipulation of the next generation in political discourse. In a highschool class reunion (class of 1967) we talked last week about the fact that our history teachers never arrived at "wwII" and I asked if they believe that was intentional. All denied. Knowing the teacher I believe the same. We all got "educated" about our past nevertheless. Most people can't help to ask themselves what their parents did when and we all got our books to read about it in a public library. For most people it took their whole adult life to get an "honest" picture of what their parents went throuhg. My mother asked me til her death I should try to find out what happened to her one best girl friend in middle school, who was Jewish and disappeard a couple of month after 1933.
She came from a rich family with the name of Goldfarb. I didn't know how to search for her.

It seems to be always the next generation who, feeling guilty to not have suffered like their parents did, get overly aggressive in wording against those they believe are the guilty ones and the perpetrators. I often wondered about that, why it's not the real victims, but the next of kin in the following generations, who are much more ready to hate.

So, the less flags, the less pledges the more honest people are able to be, I would think.

Nevertheless I think you all could be a bit more hopeful that, when it's needed, you all turn out the good guys, who help each other. Your system sucks, not your people, people. Stop bashing yourself.

Have a nice 4rth of July. I remember that when we walked down to the Washington Mall to listen to the music and see the fireworks, almost always there was a thunderstorm like rain in the late afternoon and/or evening hours. I liked it that way, getting soaked and running for shelter. And I liked the Washington Mall. And I like the American people. It's human to be in denial or simply not having made experiences in other countries or cultures or having had combat war personal experiences. It's the system you fight first, then the few who keep the system working, and only then eventually some of your own neighbors.

Happy .... kaboom!!!

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[video:https://youtu.be/F060pf-y0MI]

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Seems longer but there it is, accidental freedom day. Cheers and thanks! \o/
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Portugal. The Man - "Number One (feat. Richie Havens & Son Little)"

peace & love

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Lovely day here, this morning. Sounds like fun, going to the beach, and dredging up those memories! We have family and plan to enjoy the day and watch some fireworks this evening.

Yummy garlic scape pesto! Made some last weekend.

Have a beautiful holiday, everyone! Pleasantry

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"The “jumpers” reminded us that one day we will all face only one choice and that is how we will die, not how we will live." Chris Hedges on 9/11

enhydra lutris's picture

was, as spoken by JFK, a call to action. Today it is a cynical nod of the head to the austerity pillar in the portico of patriarchy, oppression, exploitation, propaganda and enforced subservience that is the national weltanschauung.

"Wave that flag, wave it wide and high...". I was lucky enough to start my indoctrination back in the day when the theofascists and their enablers added "under god" to the pledge. It was just sufficiently controversial as to constitute a distraction upon which, doubt, cynicism and revolt could fasten and grow. It also brought an early awareness of the ACLU and other organized resistance and opposition to the conformity shilling cabals and civic frauds further enabling conscious, critical analysis of what really was going on and why.

Needless to say, I stopped saying the pledge at an early age and still have no use for the trappings of faux patriotism. Worse yet, I know at a visceral level that the very idea of patriotism is a fraud. "Where I was born, yay! hooray!" Bullshit!

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That, in its essence, is fascism--ownership of government by an individual, by a group, or by any other controlling private power. -- Franklin D. Roosevelt --

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long ago memories of escaping the Village to the shore; short trips mostly by train to Coney Island, longer ones down to Cape May but mostly a long walk down to the Ferry and across to Staten Island to climb the hill to the top and Silver Lake Park most always stopping in Little Italy on the walk back for dinner and music, "those were the days."

"they shoot horses don't they;" burn draft cards and flags, we did, but still war marches on 'protecting' values never learned filling pockets of the vulgar? All for naught; "when will we ever learn" rings true today.

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enhydra lutris's picture

@smiley7

All for naught; "when will we ever learn" rings true today.

And perhaps we never will. How can so many be so easily led to believe in a towering edifice of falsehood and logical error?

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That, in its essence, is fascism--ownership of government by an individual, by a group, or by any other controlling private power. -- Franklin D. Roosevelt --

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@enhydra lutris
combination of capitalism, Edward Bernays, Puritanical righteousness buried deep like weeds constantly returning and not reading for degrees anymore and a failure of many citizens to develop beyond adolescent thinking...

Had someone asked me in 1970 where we would evolve to today, i would not have imagined being here, in this deepening quagmire of mistrust, lies, avarice and general bad will towards other human beings and the planet. It's all drive-thru, now.

“A day spent without the sight or sound of beauty, the contemplation of mystery, or the search of truth is a poverty-stricken day; and a succession of such days is fatal to human life.”
~ Lewis Mumford

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CS in AZ's picture

Thank you. I've never liked this holiday. Well, ok as a young child I did, because, well... it was about cookouts, making home-made ice cream, roasting marshmallows over an open fire to make s'mores, staying up late to see the exciting and beautiful fireworks. This was all great fun. In my family it was handled like Christmas, Easter, etc, -- as an excuse to play and party, a day off work for some, and a social event. My family was secular about all holidays really. There was very little focus on patriotism on July 4, or any of the supposed reasons for the holidays.

Later I leaned that fireworks represent "the bombs bursting in air" and Independence Day celebrates the birth of a nation that committed genocide on this continent and runs criminal empire enterprises here and around the globe. I stopped saying the pledge by about third or fourth grade, I think. I'd pretend to be saying it in the beginning but not actually speaking it - silent defiance. Later I just didn't do it. Like public prayers. Just no. I'll stand and wait for it to be over but I won't pretend to participate now. Freedom should mean the freedom to not take loyalty pledges! The flag ... ha, at 16 I had a bedspread made out of one, and conducted various ... ah, adolescent learning experiences on it. Heh. That was my view of patriotism.

Now I hate this day also because one of my rescue dogs is terrified of fireworks. And thunder. We're getting both today it looks like. But July 4 and New Year's Eve are nightmare days for her, and nothing consoles her. We've tried everything. She just shakes and hides under the bed for hours. It's very sad. We do not celebrate or even acknowledge this as a holiday, but I am happy for a day off work.

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Mark from Queens's picture

I'm just going to check in now for a minute.

Marathon show last night. With the holiday it was like a Saturday night out on the Lower East Side so the streets were packed as was the club. Didn't get started until quarter after 10 or so, and played straight until probably 1:40 or so. Afterward sat at the bar with a friend who I brought with me to see the show for the first time, having a whiskey. My arms were literally hanging from such a thorough workout. I'm still exhausted. Probably because I haven't had the time or energy to keep up with yoga or anything else, because the baby has me completely consumed.

Anyway, I'm going to use this respite of my partner being home to go out and meander on the bicycle, treat myself to lunch wherever I land and enjoy the break in the heat. Hope to be able to check back in with folks later when I settle in for the night.

Of course I'll be wearing a t-shirt with George Washington's face from the dollar bill on it, only splashed with blood.

That's my Happy 4th greeting for folks around town today!

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"If I should ever die, God forbid, let this be my epitaph:

THE ONLY PROOF HE NEEDED
FOR THE EXISTENCE OF GOD
WAS MUSIC"

- Kurt Vonnegut

CS in AZ's picture

I remember I wanted to comment on that part of your essay too as it brought back memories of living in Southern California and the wildfires that devastated so many areas and were terrifying and extremely dangerous.

Government officials were completely overwhelmed. They had no way of being everywhere they needed to be or taking care of people. Neighborhoods and various organizations fended for themselves for the most part. The officials would fly helicopters over evacuation areas, using bullhorns to tell people to run. Sometimes in the middle of the night, with five to ten minutes to get out before the fire overtook your house. Information was nonexistent, help was not forthcoming except from neighbors.

The worst was when they did send cops and sheriffs to prevent people from going in to evacuation areas, such as to rescue your pets, which they didn't consider worth rescuing and residents were not allowed to make that decision for themselves, even if the danger was not imminent. Freedom!

That was the reason I ultimately decided to leave CA and return to Tucson. Not that our government here is that much better, but no running for your life at 3:00 am from a massive wildfire at least, or being forced by law to abandon my animals in a dangerous situation. The fire department here actually does great at getting people out of the washes in flash floods and rescuing hikers in the heat, etc. But these are fairly isolated incidents, not a massive disaster all at once.

Government I don't think can or will be able to deal effectively with that. It always comes down to people taking care of each other when things get really bad. We just hope they are fixing the power grid and water supply, opening the roads, and otherwise please leave us alone to take care of ourselves without interference or being "protected" from taking certain risks.

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Really enjoyed reading your OT. Thanks. Smile

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Marilyn

"Make dirt, not war." eyo

There are only two ways to drive to Rockaway Beach from within New York City and both ways require tolls.

Actually, that is not quite true. There are only two ways if you want to stay completely within NYC but if you live in the Southeastern part of Queens you can avoid the toll by taking Rockaway Blvd to the Nassau Expressway.

This path goes through the Westernmost part of Nassau County before taking you back into the Queens area known as Far Rockaway.

For where I live, that has always been the best route and there is no toll. Smile

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Yaldabaoth, Saklas I'm calling you. Samael. You're not alone. I said, you're not alone, in your darkness. You're not alone, baby. You're not alone. "Original Sinsuality" Tori Amos