I left the church back in the 80's when Medeiros then Law presided over the rape of children by Priests in Mass.

I tried to believe.

I could not because the "pastor" of my high school and other "brothers" preyed on the flesh of boys.

They have all died or are living in some Safe Place in "retirement".

I really tried to maintain my faith. I was pissed at Betty.

I no longer am.

I'm sorry Betty. You were right all along and I was deluding myself.