The Tree Of Consciousness

Good morning, my dear friends of c99, from a rainy morning in southern Ontario. Great weather for ducks. My primary interest is spirituality and I really should get to it sometimes, eh :=) I would like to show you a drawing by my daughter the genius illustrator (this is called Dad-bragging.) I think mostly in images and I asked her to draw the tree of consciousness image that lives in me. More below.

Here is her intermediate drawing before she completed it. The completed drawing hangs on a wall where I can see it every day. I don't have a digital copy of the final drawing, but this gets the point across.

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It's all fairly obvious stuff, but I'm a slow learner sometimes.

The Trunk

This is where I try to live. It is the "meat" world of things one can touch. It's the ("level" of?) contained consciousness. There's no need to say more. I say try, because the tendency within my being is for consciousness to shift up mostly, or down.

The Flock

In the final drawing, one can see clearer that the birds of the flock appear from the branches (as leaves would in the "meat" world), and that they return to merge back into the branches, the trunk, and the roots. Every morning, when I wake up, I need to spend, mostly more than, an hour or so for the flock to return from the ("level" of?) distributive consciousness.

I smile at the notion from modernity that reality is that described by scientivist materialism (an ideology like any other) and only that. If you can, read "Flatland" by Anonymous one day. It describes the horror in a two-dimensional world when a sphere shows up. It's freely available online. My personal language descriptors distinguish between the 3D world (three dimensions with a thing they call time) of scientivist materialism and the 3D+ world that I inhabit.

The Roots

This is fairly obvious. It's the lizard brain together with what Jung called the collective unconscious, socio-cultural influences, genetic influences, and whatever else science doesn't know about yet.

I didn't want to write too many words, because they're mostly useless. Words tend to obscure far more than what they describe. Humans would do far better if words had never happened. But it is what it is. The image is the thing. I hope it speaks to you and look forward to hearing from you.

I have to go into the big city today for therapy and errands. It's the only day of the week I go into the city. I find cities to consist of unspeakable horrors. I'm more at home in a village in the countryside. But that's where therapists live, so I go one day a week. I'll be around until mid-morning and promise to respond later today if you comment in the afternoon.

Peace be with us, if we work for it with peaceful hearts, (usual disclaimer: if I was any good at it, I wouldn't have to say it :=)
gerrit

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At my now-disaster moneypit cottage in S Ontario, I have a tree by the dock. Big, multi-trunked basswood. A storm survivor, what remains. It's a bird and animal haven. I have always had ideas for an image of that tree, multi-layered (in graphic and mind-sense), the winter nude and the summer dressed, with little windows like an Advent calendar, to open and see the animal life in a giant plant. Haven't worked out the details, I may never, but I can imagine it. It helps me breathe.

Yes, welcome to a new spring day.

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Thank you. I will keep this with me all day.

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we'll get to see an image of it one day. Sorry about your money-pit. Lovie's uncle used to say his sailing oat was a pit in Lake Ontario into which he threw money every month. Where is it? I'm in a village outside Ottawa.

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outside of Kingston. Near-neighbors!

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.... along the Grand River

Good to see some locals on the site Smile

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I am in Hamilton... seems we have quite the Canadian contingent... Wink

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The folks here are just like Canadians, eh? I wanna scoop 'em all up and bring them home :=) Best wishes,

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(right at the town line). Today I was a judge at the Bay Area Science and Engineering Fair (BASEF) at Mohawk College in Hamilton and got a mug for my troubles!

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family comes from Lower Base Line -- the border b/t Oakville and Milton. We used to live on her Nana's farmstead when we we broke. I've been back there last year: it's an urban jungle now, eh. Incredible. When I first came to Milton in 1981 it has 25k people: now it's huge. It's real nice to meet the Canadian contingent here on c99. (BTW, lookout tomorrow morning for an article of mine :=) I hope gives you a good laugh.) Best wishes,

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That is a very nice image......I will happily carry that around in my head.
All of our children are talented in one way or another and I love to see the good work that they can do. It serves as my calm in this storm.
Wishing you peace and calm during your journey to the city. There and back again.

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I will.

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behind my house here in the city that in the fall is a haven for the crows...hundreds of them flock there before their migration... and I go out and watch them... taking the place of the leaves that have already fallen...filling out the tree until it looks clothed in black... endlessly moving...leaves with voices... speaking to the world, saying "Look now!"

Your daughter has caught that perfectly... thank you so much for sharing.... Smile

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thought you might relate... mine from a few years ago:

it's a long way home
slipping into the amnotic fluid of dream there.
floating past dark gardens suddenly lit
by retinal color bursts and fireworks

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passing old growth forests of memory
with standing shadows looming like sequoias shimmering
in primal winds of pure unfiltered thought

it's a social network,
our collective unconscious -
something unowned

it's not understanding.
or knowing. or revelatory.
it's just the unfurling of self
into looseness,
into lust
into wavelengths of joy

in this dreaming.
in this sleeping.

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the Kalahari desert have a saying, "There is a dream dreaming us." Your poem speaks of that. Thank you. Have a great day my friend.

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some further African wisdom:

We live equally in two worlds, an African had told Blair. Awake, we plod on with our eyes downcast from the sun, ignoring or not seeing what lies around us. Asleep, eyes open behind their lids, we pass through a vibrant world in which men become lions, women become snakes, in which the vague fears of the daytime become, through heightened senses, revealed and visible.

Awake, we are trapped in the present like a lizard in an hourglass that crawls forever over the falling sand. Asleep, we fly from the past into the future. Time is no longer a narrow, drudging path but an entire forest seen at once. Blair's problem, the African said, was that he lived only in the waking world. That was why he needed maps, because he saw so little.

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links later today to learn more. Thanks so much for the wisdom. This is so righteous: "He needed maps, because he saw so little." It matches nicely as the other side of the coin of "Never mistake the map for the territory." w00t!

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for someone so young to be so connected . . . wow.

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I so hope you could capture that in a photo one day and share it. I'm such a treehugger :=) Trees are dying by the gazillions everywhere from climate change. As you know, our boreal forest is fast becoming savannas, the Amazon is shrinking so fast one could see it in real time aerial images. I dread the future - a world without trees means dangerous oxygen depletion in the biosphere and disastrous loss of habitat. Sigh. We must live fully conscious every day, eh, and suck into our beings as much of nature as we can. Have a great day my friend.

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this coming Fall...

I too worry about our world, but I have hope. I have hope for one reason in that so many, like you and others here, have awakened to the needs of our Mother...and are doing something about it...In small ways yes, but each small step in the right direction gathers momentum. Over time I hope to share my other reasons for hope... just remember, we are in an evolutionary time, and growing and changing is painful... but in the end, I honestly believe it will all be worth it.

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speak loudly to me and I would frame it and place it beside my daughter's drawing on the wall.

I am glad you have hope. Sadly, I don't. I prepare for personal resilience in runaway climate change. I read a climate science article at Nature Bats Last (don't go there if you want to preserve your hope.) It showed that the rate of evolutionary adaptability is 10,000 times slower than the rate of climate change. I also read a very scary scientific article that demonstrated in a controlled experiment than soil microbes are not adapting to climate change: our very soil is becoming sterile. I am so sorry for being such a Doomer. Please excuse me.

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I did say it was going to be painful... but not insurmountable.

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Towns. This is so exciting for me to discover others who are inspired by Totnes. I look forward to gg's OT next Wednesday; it's going to be a great thread for us. I can see how in your day job you would find very useful concepts from Transition Towns. I'm looking forward to reading your experiences with TT concepts and how it plays out in your area. Thanks again - and for lifting this old doomer's morale a bit :=)

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Here's something on cities, and therapy, that you might appreciate, from Theodore Roszak:

I've talked with some fledgling eco-psychologists who have developed very strong reservations about the possibility of treating problems of neurosis within an urban framework. That is, what if the city is itself shot through with a kind of madness? And I'm talking about something that's so apparent in the pace and tempo of our daily life, that I think it's almost taken for granted, that we are living a kind of crazy life. All we have to do is be caught on the freeway in a traffic jam, to recognize the madness of the way we've constructed the world around us. The amount of waste and the amount of stress and the amount of tension that we inflict upon ourselves. There's something crazy about that.

Now my problem is, and this is what I observe in my book, The Voice of the Earth, that when we say we are crazy, with what we're doing in this urban environment, this quite simply has no professional meaning. Because psychiatrists who are themselves products of an urban culture, and practice within an urban context, are often not prepared to call into question a context that they themselves are tied to. But the madness of cities is an important consideration in eco-psychology. And cities are becoming the only way of life left in the modern world. There's very little that's outside of the city. And if the city is a crazy context in which people live, then that would also be a crazy context in which to carry on psychotherapy.

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To argue that there is something inherently wrong with cities and caught an awful lot of flak for it. Politically speaking, I don't know how one counters the argument that they are inherently hierarchal. A city just cannot be self-sustaining.

Such a pleasure to wake up to this post and these comments.

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rushing towards us. My two lovely daughters (who are getting into the zone of making us grandparents, not that I'm pushing them of course :=) are leaving Toronto end of the month to come live with us. I'm so happy. I worry about their safety if they would have stayed there. Don't get me wrong, Toronto is a safe city, but it will not be safe for long with climate Godzilla stomping towards us. Besides, they're lots of fun and our house will be hopping with creativity. It's so good to find like-minded folks. Enjoy your day, my friend,

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even when things are going well. I literally can't stand it. Urbanity is great for corporations and other soulless beings, but it deforms human beings subconsciously. Humans evolved in symbiosis with nature; to be cut off from nature creates massive deformation of human consciousness and instills false, machine-like consciousness in us.

And sadly, towns and cities beyond the human scale of a village are deathtraps in runaway climate change. Godzilla really is coming :=(

Thanks so very much for this quote. I'm not alone in experiencing cities in this manner. Have a great day my friend,

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And sadly, towns and cities beyond the human scale of a village are deathtraps in runaway climate change. Godzilla really is coming :=(

Thanks so very much for this quote. I'm not alone in experiencing cities in this manner.

Apartment living: the stacking of human beings like cord-wood to encourage the creation of ever more of them, all for corporate profits.

No one should do it; every human household needs landed space of its own. If we don't have room for that, then there are too many people. It's that simple.

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"All power corrupts absolutely!" -- thanatokephaloides

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nice to meet you. What does the name mean? I'm intrigued - I'd search (not da google, never) but I can't spell it!!! Stacking people, like you say, is inhuman. Ancient Rome was jammed with insulae - and they were bad, but they could only go up a few flights. The superstack apartment buildings are inhuman. Creating anything above village and real small towns benefits only corporations and devalues human life to that of job-robots and human ATM's for corporate theft.

I'm such a fan of Totnes, England and the Transition Network towns that work for a sustainable community and local economy. Totnes has its own currency that keeps local money local, instead of franchises that hoover money out of towns to the financial capitals. Oh heavens, there I go again...:=) It's real good to meet you.

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so very liveable. Good to see you mate, thanks for stopping by, eh,

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The combination of your daughter's ethereal drawing and your musings have brought a great peace and tranquility to my mind at the beginning of this day. Thank you. Gerrit!

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I noticed that you posted about the Transition Movement last night. Are you planning on writing an essay about it? If not, I may try to do one for next Wed, Open Thread. Feel free to pm me on it, okay?

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Oh, looking forward to your post!

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climate resilience resource links article. I want to gather my links in a package, hoping that folks would then add links so we could build a resource page. I think that Transition Towns are the way for all of us to go into the future. Totnes is just remarkable. I've been following their progress for a decade or more and it blows me away.

One of our problems as progressives is a lack of imagination. We know what we hate, but we're often incapable of imagining what could be possible. We can't work if we don't dream big. I look forward to your TT article and will happily contribute next wednesday. Best wishes my friend,

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You and GG have just made my day! Transition towns! YAYAYAYAYAY!!! I am not alone! *does happy dance in chair*

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"If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back" - Regina Brett

Very interesting book, presenting evidence that, from the first, agriculture brought inequality, worse health (especially for women), and great regular famines. Not to mention the damage to the rest of the environment. Our brains are also on average smaller than our hunter-gatherer ancestors, as dogs' brains are smaller than wolves.

But bacteria will survive whatever. And I recently heard a lecturer argue that we aren't (physically) individuals anyway, we're communities of cells, necessary bacteria, viruses, and fungi. Some eastern ideas seem to tie into that concept, too.

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I don't experience myself much as an "individual." Never have since I can remember. The meat world can so so, um, not deceiving, but it has a way of "prescribing lanes." There's so much to discuss around these concepts and I'm busting to do that here. I'm so happy to meet you.

Around the turn of the last century, there was an exceptionally gifted South African chap who was a naturalist scientist. His name was Eugene Marais and he wrote a book that is called in English The Soul Of The white Ant about the incredible phenomenon of termite colonies on the African savannahs.

He was the first scientist to show clearly how distributivist consciousness works in nature and his concepts are very applicable to human beings also. I gotta write up something on that for us one day, so that we could have a chat about it and the links with what you describe. Best wishes mate,

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Some of my most cherished art are framed pieces my kids did at school. You should be very proud Dad.

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like you say, it is precious, precious stuff. Have a great day mate,

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How are you doing this morning, cousin? I looked up that book you referenced, Flatland, and it looks interesting. In the wiki entry, it states that the book was largely ignored upon publication but came back to life

The book was discovered again after Albert Einstein's general theory of relativity was published, which introduced the concept of a fourth dimension.

I'm very interested in the dimensions because we are moving into the fifth dimension, as we speak. We will complete the transition in the 2030's, so I'll be a bit old, but I'm happy to recognize the journey at this time. It is why Bernie is appearing at this critical juncture. The transition requires us to choose to stay behind in the punishing and fear driven third dimension (where all the HRC and rethugs reside) or choose to move forward to peace, cooperation, love of the fifth dimension. We are in the forth dimension, which is the in-between stage - three is pulling one way and five is pulling the other.
How do you choose? I can guess.
Hope I didn't ramble on too long. I was told many times at TOP that I would be silenced for talking this way. I'm sure I'm okay in this forum.
Have a beautiful day and thanks for the drawing. Your daughter is awesome!

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To believe humans capable of moving rapidly, as a whole, to respond to problems. Where we are right now is a disequilibrium period where more and more people are recognizing what the problems are. I don't think it's come to a head yet, but the 2030's may well be the time.

So I am perhaps less optimistic than you, but I do agree that by then we will, as a whole, be much more likely to recognize the need to change how we live. And my bet is younger people will lead this, because they learned about it on the Internet, oddly enough, and will have the energy to take it on. And of course because they have the most to lose by failure to act.

I am not sure they will invent anything new. There is a lot of good stuff, already invented but fallen by the wayside. And we only think we can see it all.

I know someone who has floated the idea that all the lost sorts of animals humans have killed off are just hiding, waiting for us to get it, before they come back. (Since you mentioned being thought too out there). I like that idea a lot. The world is always doing inexplicable things, we just tend to avert our eyes.

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JtC is about to fix that, though!

Anyway, I just want to address a couple of things. It's a bit out there, but what the heck. The children of today - the millennials are what are called the indigo children. They are indeed the ones here to change everything. They are working real hard to make this change with Bernie. Timing is everything, so we're about to find out if this is the time. They are working really hard to drag us into the fifth dimension and many will be taken kicking and screaming (thus the whiners at TOP).

As for reincarnation - we come back to learn lessons, sigh. I don't know if I'll ever learn, myself, but I'm trying!

Have a beautiful day!!!

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and would hope you could one day elaborate a bit for us.

Sigh, silencing ideas is a top specialty, isn't it? Their loss. I love c99 cause it's wide open. And if you'd rather talk via pm at first, that works to. Say hi to Cuz R.Andy. I so want to see pics of his solar-wind handiwork. Getting that going is a Yuge priority for us. We're at the electricity reduction and insulation stage, which does come first, but RE is next.

I get email notifications from low-tech and no-tech mags and have been collecting cool ideas for yonkers. I can't wait to experiment! Enjoy your day my friend,

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I'll get some pics taken. If you'd like, I can also put you in touch with RAndy when the time comes. He's a self-taught whiz at this. He's installed solar at another friend's house and helped a couple people, as well. When we remodeled our house, we didn't do any solar but put in two fuse boxes. We now can switch back and forth to the grid if we need to, which is handy, but we stay on solar. We have a forklift battery to store our energy. Lots of info. Anyway - more discussions in the future, but he's the one to talk to. I only parrot but I could give bad info just to be your friend. Just kidding! LOL (made myself laugh with that one)

About the dimensions - it's very interesting. I've been following it for a few years now and can actually see the patterns. I'm amazed by it. That's why I have the hope in Bernie and the people getting him to the promised land. He will bring us all to the promised land (Moses, LOL - making myself laugh again!!!). It's all very interesting. I'll be happy to post more in coming days, weeks, months, years.

I love this place and all of you!

Have a beautiful day, Gerrit!

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the author claimed that Europeans first provided evidence of entering the third dimension during the Renaissance when the Masters began working with perspective in painting and the monks worked out a cappella presentations in religious ceremonies. Don't know much about music, but the use of perspective makes sense. If that is so and if we can say that time is the fourth dimension, then I figure that we must've entered the fourth dimension before 1900 when moving pictures were first made and when rhythm became the musical foundation for more than just the marching band. It may be possible to see experimentation with the fifth dimension in places like anime and science "fantasy". Sure seems like the progression is accelerating.

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I grasp 21 acres of hillside forest, a water recharge spot for the valleys below. I feel my mission now is to keep it 1) intact and 2) guess fast adaptation. I want to plant trees from Zone 6 or even 7, anticipating climate change. Trees can't migrate without assistance. That's my Plan. Trying to do it without large amounts of money and labor (labour, Gerrit?) is my stumbling block.

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accumulated a Yuge database (fancy word for throwing things into folders on my mac!) on permaculture and trees, shrubs, grasses for different zones (permaculture-wise and climate zones) and can't wait to get to our piece of dirt next year. I'm looking forward to learning from you. Enjoy your day my friend,

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from the colonies and never learned American. I do make up my own words too and often, so I confuse folks all day long :=)

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American, but long enough in S Ontario to learn the accent and adapt spelling. Plus, I speak Franglais. Ten years ago we thought about emigrating to Canada. Too old and poor now, so until moneypit cottage is sold I am a Seasonal Resident. We can only stay for 6 months.

Have a good evening.

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in Kingston for three years and loved it. My Franglais sounds a lot like yours! My kids are bilingual and they laugh at me, the turkeys :=) Is the cottage not selling? Whyzat? It's real nice talking with you,

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it will be "occasional serf".

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Course, I'm more of a fan of Jays, but always have enjoyed observing large flocks of crows. Used to be they'd gather outside in trees right before nightfall and would sound like they were having a cocktail party...

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And I work at my own spiritual practice as presented by the Blue Mountain Center of Meditation. The founder died in 1999, but that was just the meaty bits. He left lots of books but even better lots of video. He was fond of saying we need people if we are to grow as the essential skills are patience and loving others. As he would put it here in California "how can you forgive a redwood?".

But I do love your image. He uses very similar imagery.

Five years ago a massive pine tree had to be cut down in the middle of the parking lot where I live. Actually, I had to strongarm the landlord to get it cut down as it was a hazard - I paid to get an arborists report that explained the situation - and now they had been advised they were on the hook for any damage or injury. It was shedding pine cones and limbs with abandon, filled with beetles and sprouting orange fungal bodies from the dead limbs. So sad to see it go.

18 months ago I planted a redwood tree next to the stump. It is a concrete jungle here. The tree was home to squirrels, birds and all manner of life and visible far and wide. The new tree is about 12 feet tall now, and growing like a bastard. I get great pleasure as I watch it pop new growth.

I still need to take a chainsaw to the old stump and carve a bench out of it.

I am a very meat space kind of person. This is where all the juicy stuff happens.

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I just stood in my living room and snapped this picture of the stump and the new tree. We are staring at the back of restaurants, and those dumpsters get emptied often. You can see the big stump, you can imagine how a huge 80 foot pine would help all the bird life. And it may be that wee redwood will outlive humanity if we don't wake up and look after the planet. They live a very long time.

But my world is not all concrete. The brown garage on the left forms a wall that helps enclose a wee oasis of garden and patio that I landscaped complete with a pond with fish and a fountain and all manner of flowering stuff that I encourage my neighbors to enjoy. And we do garden parties where we back all the cars up and fill tables with food and my musician neighbor Doug brings his musician friends so we have live music. There are even a few kids. I would like more kids. Love children.

I grew up very close to nature - trained and worked as a botanist and forester in New Zealand. Now I see my job as "gardening for gardeners" - if you love your garden I can help. (The flip side is if you don't care, neither do I. I can't help those who don't care. It all starts with that. All of it.) The garden stuff is easy - what I live for is the light in people's eyes as they see how the harsh city world is really teeming with life, them included. We are all here, all included. Birds and squirrels as well. My wee oasis has even been officially designated as a bird sanctuary thingy. That was done by a neighbor, now passed on.

Anyway - more spiritual stuff please. I love it. You can depend on me to plant your feet on the ground with it.

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see what you describe. And a botanist and forester too; woosh, we are fortunate to have you here. Oh yes, please help us learn, I'm looking forward to that. What you and your neighbours have done is the only way to receive nourishment in the hellscape of urban environments. I would like to see more pics of your pond (we want one too!) and the garden parties osund wonderful. Thank you for sharing with us how you folks have made things liveable there. We all need help with that.

And sure thing, it looks like we think much in the same ways about spirituality. We'll make a deal: I'll kick off conversations from the flock perspectives and you can help us ground that into the trunk and the roots. This gonna be great. Enjoy your day my new friend :=)

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This is the pond. A very dear friend and neighbor died last year and her ashes are at the base of the statue - she has now been absorbed by all the plants here. She had this place zoned as a bird sanctuary.
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Taken three years ago and shows my rose and one of the patio spaces.
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Taken last year with some of my neighbors at a garden party. That is my wee cottage on the right. The musicians set up in the back ground under the umbrellas.
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Two of my most favorite neighbors sitting under the umbrellas. They will look at the pond as seen in the first picture, except they are posing for me. Smile
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It is hard getting these pictures and the text placed in some sort of connection. Hope this works - I had to use periods to force lines to stick.

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have created. It is so wonderful to see the work you and your neighbours have done to transform your local corner of the urban hellscape into a peaceful oasis where local community flourishes and peace, nature, laughter and companionship hold sway. The power of what Thich Nhat Hanh calls "engaged" Buddhism is self-evident in the oasis you and your friends have created.

My friend, yours is the only such writing I have seen here on c99. The primal scream of fear and rage overwhelms the community page here. I sleep badly and your comments and photos fed my being here in the dark night. This is the power of an enlightened life. Thank you for this so much. I want the dear people here, who are bound in their suffering to see the power of a peaceful heart.

Would you please consider taking the first and second comments and combining them into a short article? The photos tell the story. When I can think straight I hope to encourage folks to tell similar stories and it would be good to point to how you are blooming where you are planted. Best wishes,

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Just want to let you know that Raggedy Andy works at a nursery. He's a plant guy. He can grow just about anything! People give him plants to bring back to life and he can actually do it. A very nurturing soul (the yin to my yang). Happy to hear you are a botanist. He's self taught at this, as well as most things in his life.

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I live in Portland Oregon where the Democratic progressives we elected are busy cutting down trees bulldozing old beautiful affordable houses and generally paving up paradise and building a toxic mega city. Last month they cut down 3 redwood trees that have stood on our main street in this formerly livable liberal neighborhood since god knows when in order to get more density and growth by building some soviet style housing complexes that are both unafforable toxic slums of the future. WTF.

I guess this is the way it goes but I really miss the days, not that long ago maybe 5 years ago, when nobody I voted for told me I was part of an undesirable demographic who was fighting progress because I wanted to keep Portland weird, free, livable and green, literally. I love the birds bees squirrels, trees and vegetation the Democratic city government is demolishing and under the name of environmental and they call progress. Enough of this bs. they call progress that all the yuppie hipsters flocking into my city are creating. Meanwhile all the Vichy Democrat's who make up our city government tell me this is progressive and inevitable cause you can't fight the rot and corruption that rules the world as we find it.

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But they have to be replaced. Urban forestry is a huge industry, and I know Portland will have an active program. It disturbs me to see green space that ends up sterile. It is supposed to have people in it - vege gardens, herbs, play spaces for kids, tables where people can meet and play chess. It is ESSENTIAL that people meet and share. And a little green space is a great place for that. Have a bbq, play some music. Housing complexes are usually about being cheap to maintain. Screw that - get the people engaged.

A huge insight I had as a gardener, coming from a background as an ecologist where I would say if you didn't like the garden just wait a few hundred years, was that the prime ecological impact was from the check writer on the gardens and the maintenance gardener. I work hard to engage both. They both need to be spiritually invested - they both must be delighted with the possibilities and the processes. Once we get that the rest is as easy as falling off a log.

In a city it is all about the people. The sickness is because we isolate ourselves - we separate ourselves from each other and from the nature we live in. You can't abandon the people any more than you can abandon beautiful old trees.

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A beautiful drawing of the Tree of Life and two separate references to the collective unconscious on the same (scrolling) page! That's a new record for me. Thank you, thank you. Maybe someday words like "archetype" and "noosphere" and "synchronicity" will appear! Or a discussion of the chakras with Trump (at the groin, of course), then Clinton at the seat of power, then Obama(?) at the heart, and Bernie at the throat speaking truth to millions. O, happy day!

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spellcheck won't put a red line beneath words like chakra, noosphere, and anima. THAT would document a significant advance in consciousness.

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around here lots. It's real good to meet someone who knows what they mean. We'll update the world about Teilhardt and old Jung, eh. They'll end up floundering around the concepts of Omega points and whatnot! I'm looking forward to conversing with you, mate,

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I can go months (yes, sadly)without being able to speak (to another person) of the people whose thoughts clued me in, opened me up, showed me around. Not complaining, mind you, made my own decision to retire to a place at the end of a dirt road...not a great property, but a real good spot. Lots of trees, deep dark, quiet and still at night. Humans need that. First eagle drifted over last week...first jay came back today. Water running in the creeks...one will dry up in a couple of months. Spring water from a tank above the house. In the 70's went 5 years without electricity...trying to figure out how to make my own here. Think these folks are ready to flounder, do you? Prolly ought to start slow.

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so looking forward to learning form you. And no, folks aren't ready. And won't be ready, the inertia is too big. Lotta heartbreak ahead.

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I didn't want to write too many words, because they're mostly useless. Words tend to obscure far more than what they describe.

I get it, and text is the worst. It is a flat media devoid of the subtleties that complete the statement. Text doesn't laugh, cry, yell or purr. Text often garbles the message.

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the print was the bars trapping the meaning within.

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someone who finds words problematic, I can babble on endlessly :=) Oh, and thanks for the music, eh. It's funny how words make so much more sense when set to music. No there's a topic we could chew on! Have a great day, mate,

I'm enthralled by Holly Golightly and their music. Thank you,

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Her drawing. Wow.

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