My Name is Mike, and I Have an Anger Problem.
I've been hearing that from everyone, both here and in real life. And....maybe people are right. It's not the first time I've heard it, either, but this time I had to hear it from my wife, who's been too scared to say anything (her mom almost called my mom to come and get me). You know you've hit bottom when something like that happens.
I don't know how, when, where or even why it started, but I sure do wish it would stop. I wish I knew what sets me off (other than political crap, obviously, but that can piss off everyone). I've been like this since I was a kid. Even the smallest things could trigger white hot rage.
I've always found it difficult to find joy in anything and a lot of times I'm pretty solitary. I'm sure my demeanor doesn't help and probably drives people away.
I don't know what to do or where to go but I gotta do something.