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Should be something here for everyone who, like me, has trouble with the curse of insomnia.

I thought I had, at least temporarily, gotten past it.

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And here's one for those who aren't allowed to sleep...much:

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Idolizing a politician is like believing the stripper really likes you.

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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

Humpback whales feeding

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P.S. As awesome a sight as that is, I'm not sure I'd like to be as close to those humongous whales that little boat seems to be. Yikes!

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@Anja Geitz

If it is real, it would have had to have been taken quite a good distance away with a telephoto lens, thereby altering the apparent distance between the whales, the rowboat and mountains in the background. The funny thing is the fishing pole in the little boat.

Found it on Naked Capitalism.

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That, in its essence, is fascism--ownership of government by an individual, by a group, or by any other controlling private power. -- Franklin D. Roosevelt --

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how bizarre it is that there isn’t more medical attention and study into sleep and how we do it/what helps and hinders, etc- given that it comprises almost a full third of our entire life span.

Shouldn’t sleep therapy and other care be just as accessible as any other therapy and medical care?

The more I think about it, and tying in with the holiday season beginning next week, this country is still impaired by an overriding and incapacitating puritanical sentiment/mindset still very much present in our society - one of pulling oneself up by the bootstraps, being undeserving in Gods eyes, not appearing to be too accepting of too much pleasure.

Of course it’s all hypocritical, because we’ve become a hyper hedonistic culture. And of course dichotomously we’re also the world’s most punitive, certainly at least in terms of per capita. There’s a corollary there but I just can’t find it now, due somewhat to my own lack of sleep. To that point of punitiveness, just read a passage in a book by Angela Davis about the origins of the Penitentiary, which was to create a place based on penitence, ultimately designed to rehabilitate people, not damage them further. Anyway, “the soul of America” that Neoliberals keep yarning about in their TrumpDerangementSyndrome is not what they like to pretend it is - it’s a lot darker.

Sleep therapy?
That’s for Europeans or sumthin’!
We’re hearty, self-made Americans!
What’s next, massages for everyone too?

Well, yes. That would be progress, in a civilized society.

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"If I should ever die, God forbid, let this be my epitaph:

THE ONLY PROOF HE NEEDED
FOR THE EXISTENCE OF GOD
WAS MUSIC"

- Kurt Vonnegut

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@Mark from Queens @Mark from Queens

I believe you're on to something. Sleep is a close cousin of idleness. I agree with Mark Slouka:

A resuscitated orthodoxy, so pervasive as to be nearly invisible, rules the land. Like any religion worth its salt, it shapes our world in its image, de­monizing if necessary, absorbing when possible. Thus has the great sovereign territory of what Nabokov called “unreal estate,” the continent of invisible possessions from time to talent to contentment, been either infantilized, ren­dered unclean, or translated into the grammar of dollars and cents. Thus has the great wilderness of the inner life been compressed into a median strip by the demands of the “real world,” which of course is anything but. Thus have we succeeded in transforming even ourselves into bipedal products, paying richly for seminars that teach us how to market the self so it may be sold to the highest bidder. Or perhaps “down the river” is the phrase.

Ah, but here’s the rub: Idleness is not just a psychological necessity, req­uisite to the construction of a complete human being; it constitutes as well a kind of political space, a space as necessary to the workings of an actual democracy as, say, a free press. How does it do this? By allowing us time to figure out who we are, and what we believe; by allowing us time to consider what is unjust, and what we might do about it. By giving the inner life (in whose precincts we are most ourselves) its due. Which is precisely what makes idle­ness dangerous. All manner of things can grow out of that fallow soil. Not for nothing did our mothers grow suspicious when we had “too much time on our hands.” They knew we might be up to something. And not for nothing did we whisper to each other, when we were up to something, “Quick, look busy.”
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Not long ago, at the kind of dinner party I rarely attend, I made the mis­take of admitting that I not only liked to sleep but liked to get at least eight hours a night whenever possible, and that nine would be better still. The reaction – a complex Pinot Noir of nervous laughter displaced by expres­sions of disbelief and condescension – suggested that my transgression had been, on some level, a political one. I was reminded of the time I’d confessed to Roger Angell that I did not much care for baseball.

My comment was immediately rebutted by testimonials to sleeplessness: two of the nine guests confessed to being insomniacs; a member of the Academy of Arts and Letters claimed indignantly that she couldn’t re­member when she had ever gotten eight hours of sleep; two other guests de­clared themselves grateful for five or six. It mattered little that I’d arranged my life differently, and accepted the sacrifices that arrangement entailed. Eight hours! There was something willful about it. Arrogant, even. Suitably chastened, I held my tongue, and escaped alone to tell Thee.

http://www.molvray.com/ebooks/Quitting_the_Paint_Factory_Mark_Slouka.html

this was from 2004

whole article is well worth reading

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-- Fiver

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@Cant Stop the Macedonian Signal
Thanks, sister.

Great indictment of the over-stimulation and commodification of our lives ruled by dazzling gadgets, gizmos and entertainment that come at us non-stop.

Twain often said he was the laziest man in the world, and would frequently spend chunks of the day in bed and in his pajamas.

I know that when I'm feeling what could be called a little brain fog or out of sorts, a nap, even a short one, almost invariably recharges me and refreshes my mind. Just resting, closing one's eyes, just simply getting away from any hustle and bustle, seems to open up portals or allow a clearing away of interference.

Look forward to reading the rest when I can.

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WAS MUSIC"

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@Mark from Queens @Mark from Queens

to be of use to me over the years.

That's one of them. "Just Asking" is another. Also, in a different way, "Conspiracy of Two" by Jay Newton-Small and Michael Sherer, which came out in Time in 2011, and "As the World Burns" by Ryan Lizza, which appeared in the New Yorker in 2010. It's weird to think that as little as eight years ago I could have found an article that was useful in Time.

Another weirdness: Lizza is the chief Washington correspondent for Politico now. I bet he hasn't written an article like "As the World Burns" in about six years at least. That's not how you get and keep jobs like the chief Washington correspondent for Politico. Jay Newton-Small seems to be doing serious work on Alzheimer's . She's still at Time. But she's writing lots of articles about how women taking leadership positions is going to change the world, which is, to put it the most kindly, an outdated perspective. I tend to become automatically suspicious these days when I see someone approaching issues from that angle. It's kind of sad, but there it is.

Michael Sherer is now at the Washington Post. I try not to categorically dismiss people based on association, but I think it's likely that one cannot cover politics for the Post without being compromised in every fiber of your being.

I'd be glad to discover I'm wrong about that.

I'm guessing Sherer hasn't written many articles like Conspiracy of Two lately. On the other hand, his pedigree and career, like Jay Newton-Small's, leads me to believe that, perhaps, Conspiracy of Two was not intended to be the revelation it actually was. See, it basically fawns on Obama and, to a lesser extent, Boehner. That's the tone. But it revealed something very significant. I wonder if they actually did that by mistake?

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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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How does it do this? By allowing us time to figure out who we are, and what we believe; by allowing us time to consider what is unjust, and what we might do about it. By giving the inner life (in whose precincts we are most ourselves) its due.

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The leaves have been falling like snow the last couple of days. Yesterday's rain helped speed up the process.

I saw yesterday you asked about sweet potatoes. We put 3 of our 10 beds in them. We do get vole damage...just have to plant enough to compensate. Deer love them (and you too can eat the greens). They are drought tolerant. Our 3 - 25x3' beds provide us with about 3 bushels. After digging we wash and sort them by size and put them in boxes. Then we put them in the little room which houses the water heater to heat cure tham. They work the opposite from corn whose sugars turn to starch. The sweet potato starch turns to sugar with curing. After two to three week we bring them to the pantry where they will last up to a year.

Here's a couple of link about how to grow them.
https://bonnieplants.com/how-to-grow/growing-sweet-potatoes/
https://www.goodhousekeeping.com/home/gardening/a20706654/how-to-grow-sw...
https://thisismygarden.com/2019/01/grow-sweet-potatoes/
(we grow our own slips for next years crop as in the last link)

Let me know if you have a specific questions. All the best!

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“Until justice rolls down like water and righteousness like a mighty stream.”

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@Lookout

I am actually wondering why the roots are small. Perhaps because they were put in barrels instead of the ground? Hmm.

I'll check the links you so kindly provided. Smile

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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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@Cant Stop the Macedonian Signal

We plant mid-May, and harvest mid-Oct. I would be my guess they had not matured if they were small.

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“Until justice rolls down like water and righteousness like a mighty stream.”

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--Zack de la Rocha

"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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Sweet potato seedlings in containers have a tendency to become root-bound. When the roots — which turn into the actual sweet potatoes — begin to grow in the pot, they will often circle around the inside of the pot. Once that happens, there’s a chance they won’t fill out properly.

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--Zack de la Rocha

"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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I have a social obligation this morning--my mom's best friend whom I haven't seen in 40 years is in town and I'm supposed to have breakfast with them. So I won't be in much till around noon, but I'll see y'all then!

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--Zack de la Rocha

"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

Sen. John Kennedy (R-LA) urged the director of the Bureau of Prisons on Tuesday to be honest with the American people about what happened in the death of financier and convicted sex offender Jeffrey Epstein.

“How can I put this? Christmas ornaments, drywall, and Jeffrey Epstein — name three things that don’t hang themselves,” Kennedy told Federal Bureau of Prisons Director Kathleen Hawk Sawyer during a Senate Judiciary Committee hearing. “That’s what the American people think. That’s what the American people think!”

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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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I've noticed in the last two and a half months, I sleep much better than I used to. I fall asleep within minutes of going to bed (something that never used to happen), sleep through the entire night (another thing that never used to happen) and wake up feeling rested and not groggy (also a new development)

Since the only change I've made to my daily routine is my diet, I can't help but wonder if there's a corollary?

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@Anja Geitz

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"More for Gore or the son of a drug lord--None of the above, fuck it, cut the cord."
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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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@Cant Stop the Macedonian Signal

I stopped eating sugar, grains, and dairy two and half months ago, and most recently, I began intermittent fasting where I only take my meals between the hours of 11am - 8pm. I've already lost a dress size, and I'm hoping to lose another one by the end of January.

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Low-dairy is just my ordinary life, since my body reacts badly to dairy.

Sugar, well, I've been eating rather a lot of sugar.

I'd really like to do better as far as the grain is concerned. It made such a difference! The key appears to be not staying up late enough to get hungry again. Or, alternatively, to keep something in the house (like a hunk of pot roast or some fish) that I can nosh on without eating grain or sugar.

but that's kind of a vicious cycle, now that I think of it. Easier to stay on diet if I don't stay awake; easier to go to sleep if I stay on diet.

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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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@irishking

Images of slow dancing in the warm arms of another can be very peace-inducing. I always enjoy your musical contributions, thank you.

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@irishking

Thanks for the link.

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--Zack de la Rocha

"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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@irishking

that machine has buttons. Labeled buttons. Labeled in words!

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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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@Cant Stop the Macedonian Signal

It's a winner, and great bedtime listening.

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I had insomnia for most of my adult life. When my kids were in school there were lots of times that I had to stay up all night just to make sure I was up when they needed to wake up and go to school, then I'd catch a few hours sleep during school hours. I tried for years to sleep at night when everyone else did. I tried OTC sleep aids like Unisom, but they just gave me restless leg syndrome which made it even harder to sleep.

Then on the night of the day that my dad died, I took some melatonin that my mother had given me. Then I slept. All night. Now I take it almost every night. I sleep all night and am usually up between 7 and 9 without the grogginess that I always used to have. When I get ready to go to sleep, I eat 2 melatonin gummies and 2 one-a-day gummies. Then I watch something on tv until my eyes can't stay open which doesn't take long - 30 minutes to an hour. When I run out I usually go without for a few days before I buy more. Those nights that I go without it takes longer, sometimes much longer, to fall asleep. Being able to enjoy the morning hours is a fairly new thing for me.

I know pills would probably be better than the sugary gummies. But I wouldn't take the pills because I hate swallowing them.

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Is it great yet?

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@Jen

But I'm taking a ton of Cal/Mag every day now for other health reasons, and no soap. I haven't actually tried melatonin yet. Maybe I should.

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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

@Cant Stop the Macedonian Signal Melatonin had the opposite effect for me. I spent the entire night walking around, trying to just calm down.
Everyone else has had good luck with it.

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@on the cusp

substances?

Like, for instance, a small to moderate amount of stimulants actually calms me down rather than making me buzzy.

I've heard that that's a thing: that there's a portion of the human population that simply responds in the opposite way to some drugs.

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"I tell you I'll have nothing to do with the place...The roof of that hall is made of bones."
-- Fiver

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@Cant Stop the Macedonian Signal

I drive my doctors nuts when they want to put me on something and I tell them I have tried them before and they don't work plus I get horrible side effects that are unusual. My CA doctor thought I was making it up, but he saw the side effects himself after I tried them for him. He then said that I drive him f'cking nuts.

Ambian and Lunesta keep me wide awake and I feel drunk the next morning. I would have gotten a DUI if I had driven while affected.

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Which AIPAC/MIC/pharma/bank bought politician are you going to vote for? Don’t be surprised when nothing changes.

@Cant Stop the Macedonian Signal @Cant Stop the Macedonian Signal When I get my teeth worked on, more likely than not, the deadening shots do not work. Sometimes they will cause extreme facial swelling and nerve damage. If it is anything significant, I just go to an oral surgeon and go under with a valium drip.
Maybe 1% of all people taking terblafine for toenail fungus will have the skin on their arms,legs, hands and feet, dry out and peel off. In that and only that regard, I am a 1%er!
I took 1 Chantix one time. 8 solid hours of terrifying psychedelic dreams. I recently found that neither morphine nor fentanyl reduced the pain of a copperhead bite. Not one bit.
The routine eye drop to deaden my eye for a simple lens clean by laser went south, set me on fire, and my eye was almost blood red, and the dr. had to make a decision whether to even do it. None of the staff or the dr. had ever seen that reaction before.
Recently, I had 30 days of antibiotics, got some probiotics to restore bowel sanity bugs. It only takes 7 days for everybody else. I just took No. 18.
And you do not want to know what people tell me I have done for 12 hours after going under with valium drip. I save those stories for sitting around a campfire, drinking beer with my best buds.

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