True Confessions

I am 61 years old.

I admit, when I was in High School and then College I really wanted to sleep with a woman.

Did it happen? No.

Am I ugly? Or just awkwardly stupid?

All my friends were having "luck". Not me.

Finally found a wonderful woman and had 2 children.

37 years later. Here I be.

Don't regret anything.

Yet I believe I would have enjoyed the sex back in the day.

Oh well.

All these Aholes, let me masturbate in front of you, let me parade naked cause you want me.

What is wrong with these fucks? There are so many.

I just wanted love.

Whatever they're doing, have done, is not love.

Fuck them.

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These are people with power. Don't know why but power fucks up most men and women.

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@dancingrabbit

These are people with power. Don't know why but power fucks up most men and women.

"Most men can stand adversity. If you really want to test a man's character, give him power." -- Abraham Lincoln

And as for the A-holes our Essayist speaks of, I say: More power to them!

This kind of power:


-- Florida Department of Corrections/Doug Smith.
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"Some members of the government are now investigating opioid pain killers but they are investigating the wrong thing. Despair-masking drugs are not the problem. Despair is."
-- featheredsprite

@dancingrabbit

Or the type of people seeking power over others for power's sake are fucked to start with?

People aren't supposed to 'have power' over others in order to use or otherwise abuse them abuse them in a democracy; public offices have been empowered in order to protect and serve the public interest so that predators and abusers are curtailed by public-protective law.

And instead 'right-wing' American politicians are publicly fighting for 'the right' of corporations and those powerful because of wealth and pathology to defraud and otherwise steal rights, money, property and any chance of a healthy life and future from everyone else, while many 'left-wing' politicians prefer to do this more from the shadows. This 'legalizing' of pathology affects the level of predatory behaviour at all levels, including sexual.

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Psychopathy is not a political position, whether labeled 'conservatism', 'centrism' or 'left'.

A tin labeled 'coffee' may be a can of worms or pathology identified by a lack of empathy/willingness to harm others to achieve personal desires.

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All these Aholes, let me masturbate in front of you, let me parade naked cause you want me.

What is wrong with these fucks? There are so many.

I just wanted love.

Whatever they're doing, have done, is not love.

Fuck them.

Actually, don't fuck them. Lysistrata was right, as was Pavlov. Rewarding bad behaviour is not the way to go.

Not to mention the unknown biological warfare you'd be doing to yourself if you did fuck them!!

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"Some members of the government are now investigating opioid pain killers but they are investigating the wrong thing. Despair-masking drugs are not the problem. Despair is."
-- featheredsprite

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No respect for people who do this shit. There's no excuse for anyone to use their power to hurt other people. I don't recall any rapes or molestations in any of the circles I ran in, and I was a pretty good athlete that played on many teams. Not that things didn't happen, as we know, most aren't even reported, but I never heard of it.
I did know a couple dudes who hit women, one was my ex-wife's first husband who knocked her teeth out. When I saw him I told him if he ever came close to me in the future, I'd return the favor, giving him "three steps toward the door". And believe me, I would have done it and he knew that.

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