It’s 3:30 a.m. here in Chandler, Arizona where I am still at Chandler Regional hospital. I am laying awake contemplating life and getting myself ready for whatever lies ahead. I am being discharged to go home tomorrow, if all goes as planned. My husband was here today getting trained on how to do trach care and administer meds via my feeding tube, since I cannot swallow any food or liquid. Tomorrow he will be back to get more training and then we leave for the 2 hour drive home.