So, basically I can't die on the internet, right? My words have been indefitnitely stolen from my control, my mind has been manipulated and I can't escape it, if I want to die, I live on. If I say, I don't want to live anymore on the internet, it doesn't care, ignores me and lets me live forever. So, I become immortal.

If I kill myself and my body is gone, my words remain and they will hurt my loved ones. They will suffer for my words. And I can't do anything about it.